SARAH

2006-01-13T19:02:00.000+08:00

if everyone cared ,

saw this in msn.com
the riichest young celebs.
and i came across this TWO people
the clique always talks about.
hilary duff & lindsay lohan.
how much they earned in 2005.
hilary, 18, $15 million.
lindsay, 19, $11 million.
HILARY DUFF ALL THE WAY.
(:

ddt go to school.
needed a break.
and my left ankle hurt.
so just took the opportunity.
and then i found out that genny and swee didnt go too.

hey swee, nickelback ah.
not all the song nice.
i prefer kelly clarkson.
who doesnt ?

all these thoughts keep coming back to me
they never want to go away
its time i faced reality
i open the door and plan to walk my way
before i could take step
i close the door
im not ready
not ready anymore.

2006-01-12T19:51:00.000+08:00

I HAD A VERY VERY BAD DAY.

worst day so far.
and its only the 12th day.
mmm. interesting.
so firstly, i came late to school.
i just hate coming late to school.
its just.. err, i hate it.
so yeah, i sensed that it was gonna be a bad day.
AND YEAH, i was right.
had to stay back to do geog.
after much suffering, yeah still had to stay back.
it was free period.
was replying swee's letter.
then it was physics.
got TWO EFFED UP WARNINGS.
for not bring textbook and workbook.
i mean, you didnt use it THAT much.
& whats wrong with sharing?
get caught for the stupidest things.
its not fair that.. sighs, nvm.
then was thinking about it.
the only fairly reasonable warning i got was from miss mano.
for t bring homework.
maths also one warning for not bringing textbook.
give me a break!

was really down.
recess. didnt eat. ):
lifeskills. was the leader!
HAH. felt much better.
then it was social studies.
lucky mrs wong doesnt do the warning shit.
so yeah, everything was okay.
shes actually a really nice teacher.
talk in the hall.
was sleeping like my usual self.
couldnt help it!
local service learning for me this year.

after school, rushed to do geog.
then went for redcross.
andon the way down the stairs,
my screwd up left ankle screwe me up again.
it was really painful.
red cross briefing ended.
then i went to meet clarissa.
helped her find a job.
I AM SO NICE.
well, she cheered me up alot.
and she doesnt know that. (:
but she did.
HEAR THAT CLARIEEE?! lol.
yeah, sec 4 really sucks.
just dont feel like going to school lately.

& my dad pissed me off, AGAIN.
he has spit personality lar.
starts scolding first, then talks nicely.
must be his guilty consience, or however you spell that.
so yeah, whatever.
im off.

bad days! /:

2006-01-10T20:57:00.000+08:00

if you dont have the answers,

shit, theres PE tmr.
height and weight. ):
i hate running. HAHA
nvr expected myself to say that.
i used to live for running.
running was my life.
haha, now. hate it to the core.
i just want to get fat.
im too lazy.

talking about lazy,
i gotta start doing my work.
ha, too lazy to do anything anymore.
saw a nice pair of jeans at giordano.
$49, eyeing on it for a long time now.
dad gonna give me 20 & i have to save the rest.
went out with my dad & elder brudder.
went to plaza sing.
then to harbourfront.
wanted to meet clarissa but then didnt.
my brudder left.
then i went to imm with my dad.
hunting for my brother's phone.
couldnt find anything.
was damn frickin tired though.
haha. walked alot.

ATE SWISS BAKE!
the chocolate crossiant was delicious!
loved it. (:

AWWW MAN.
failed again.
SO CLOSE yet SO FAR.
was bored & trying my luck.
damn, mr cube let me down.

aright, gonna do some work.

just walk away.

2006-01-09T22:19:00.000+08:00

THERES NO SCHOOL TMR!
yay!
maths lesson was retarded. haha
was sitting with audrey!(:
and i made up this "depression classroom song".
hahaha! forgot the tune.
but it went something like..
im sitting beside audrey.
this day cannot get any worser.
im sitting beside audrey.
haha, yeah i knw its lame.
what do you expect,
during 3 periods of maths.
AUDREY TAHANS MY NONSENSE!(:
i love you drey!

after that went to tamil class.
all the girls and a guy.
theres a effed up debate on weds.
i HATE tamil debates.
cant talk tamil for nuts.
lucky MY NIRMA's on my team! lol

& was watching tamil dramas.
teenagers, AGAIN!
and there was one part when it was so THEM.
the bling bling and everything.
clarissa and i couldnt stop laughing!
its so damn funny. (:

OH THANKS DIONEL FOR THE NICE TAG! (:
and genny, PLEASE SMILE.
smiling increases your life span.
saratifically proven. hahah.

im bored.
im bored.
yes, im bored.
bored bored bored.

2006-01-08T15:57:00.000+08:00

reply to my tags ;
swee: hey bro, thanks for the concern.
hahah, life sucks lar. getting used to it /:
genny: hi ! smile (:

well, ive been noticing alot of stuff lately.
hahaha. there are alot of depression,
committing suicide tv series nowadays.
even in the tamil channel.
was watching one episode last night.
this girl was very pressurized by her parents.
she was stress and everything.
and she was the ony child of the family.
so she sat for her exams and failed.
she didnt want to repeat again.
then her parents always scolded her. ):
so one night, she went to slash her wrist.
wah, bleed till like EEYER.
all over her clothes.
then she was brought to the hospital.
later, everything was okay.
mmm.. poor thing.
yeah, have alot of serials about this topic.
and the commercials were like about depression and everything.
next week have alot of things to watch on TV.
the mutilators, or whatever. haha
& tamil also have. cool.
can relate to all the things they put on Tv nowadays. (:

OH, and if you're as bored as me.
listen to the starting of fortminor's remember the name and destiny's child's survivor.
they sound the same.
i was like playing them one after another.
and my brother was like.
bro: okay, i get your point.
me: what point ? crazy.
bro: they sound the same. yeah, i found out.
me: HUH?! what talking?
bro: the starting lar sawah.
me: oh yeah. i knew that.

LOL. oh man.
that was so funny.
& im in love with here without you by 3 doors down.
AGAIN! (:
im an oldie. hahaha.
nah, cause my bro was playing it on the guitar.
and its super nice to hear.
alrighteys.

didnt go to church. ):
rain like shit.
my dad also got headache.
so i'll be going to jp with my aunt later.
to buy my books.
and then i have to do all my homework.
geog and maths!
shit, im so screwed for english. /:

2006-01-07T17:40:00.000+08:00

i really want to get a laptop.
so it'll be mine, ALL MINE.
and it would be in my room.
so i dont have to get out of my room.
& face all the fcuked up shit that goes on.
cant even use the computer in peace.
scold scold scold.
thats the only thing he knows how to do.
i understand, you have problems.
i also have problems of my own right?
dont come and vent all your anger on me.
you know, you have 2 sons.
go do that on them. since you love them.
sheesh. am i the only one you know how to torture?
lets see who takes care of you when you're old.
them or me.
only know how to fcuking use me.
how i wish my dad knew how to use the com.
and see all this things i write on my blog.

& he bought books for my younger brudder.
and not me. and my bro's lessons havent even started.
and yeah, mine has.
and im getting into shit for not bringing books.
mine is less than $50.
& i keep reminding him that i NEED my books.
and he just goes on scolding me.
for the fucking weirdest things.
like not doing the laundry.
how does that even link to what im talking about.

he comes home,
asks my brothers how their day was.
he laughs and smiles.
talks to them.
but when i talk to him,
he scolds scolds and scolds.
i really cant take it anymore.
im gonna put myself up for adoption,
and like get adopted or something.
this is worst than prison.
mmm.. worst than anything you can imagine.

sighs. life screws.
anyway, kelly clarkson songs are really nice.
thanks for the songs bro.
gonna go do my homework soon.

oh fuck, here he goes again.

2006-01-06T21:24:00.000+08:00

ive got homework!
AAAHHH !
what was i doing last week friday?
let me think..
NOTHING!
now, i have homework.
which really sucks.
this week seems to be passing by so slowly.
and i need to start revision.
next week.
im just so tired.
keep sleeping in school. hah

anws, school was alright.
swee and her big entrance.
slamming her maths book my bag.
lol, dumb brudder.
had physics.
then ss. recess.
chem, emaths and free period!
was sleeping during free period.

after school went to dover with chhar and swee.
bought PANCAKE!
went to jp for lunch.
PIZZA. beef lasagne.
then we went to popular.
we were reading the ghost stories.
and there are freaking cute ghost stories.
hahaha! we couldnt stop laughing.
and the stories are really predictable.
after that we went to the toilet.
poor angel's ear was swelling.
CHARLENE POON SWELLING.
hahaha, yeah swee went to get ice.
we had an extra one, so we were playing with it.
damn retarded.
after that, chhar went home with her mom.
sent swee off in a taxi.
IM SO NICE! (:

and _______ is in the hospital.
and dumb ass dont want clarissa and i to visit.
hahah, dont think she wants to see us anws.
lol. so forget it.

have tons of homework.
tamil, english, maths, geog AND..
cant remember. thats it i guess.

school really sucks.

2006-01-05T16:26:00.000+08:00

3 days without blogging.
yay me! /:

haha. anyways, SCHOOL's STARTED.
which isnt very good.
it really just sucks.
im too use to the whole,
sleeping at 4 waking up at 3.
but now! i sleep at 1 and wake up at 6.
hah.

got some retarded problem.
which is so super retarded,
i may turn retarded.
okay thats stupid.

school today was okay.
nothing much.
just that there was this attire check at the end of school.
cause we had fairsian connect in the hall.
so when we left the hall, we had to be checked.
its so funny, cause everyone was pinning their hair and everything.
and MY ANGEL looked funny! (:
but now nicer lar k?
with the fringe junior. lol

went to dover, bought pancake.
ahh, memories. (:
and i went home.
OH, & the stupid bus driver pissed me off.
fine, i didnt press the bell to stop the bus.
but i was at the exit.
and he saw me there.
but he just continue driving pass the bus stop.
shit him lar, press the bell then he stop.
asshole. use your common sense lar.
bus drivers can be a pain in the butt.
OH and mr hou said ARSE today! (:

& my brudder!
thanks for all the prank calls.
WHICH WERE SO DUMB!
yeah, thanks.
oh and its nice that you liked the song i sent you.
we are so brudderly!
i love you bro.
now, COME ONLINE! (:

(:

2006-01-02T19:40:00.000+08:00

these iron bars cant hold my soul in,

i cant concentrate.
sighs. everytime i sit down to do work.
i get distracted.
by STUPID thoughts.
then i found out about something.
that made me feel..
betrayed ? /:

i dont want to care about it.
but unfortunately, thats my nature.
aahhhh! im gonna just go away lar.
not gonna bother.
ive done it once, i can do it again.
its just pain after all.
kinda used to it ):

im trying to do my work,
but it kinda seems useless.
cause everythings bothering me.
family, friends. sighs
school's tmr.
it doesnt even feel like it.
dont know whats happening to me.
life feels like a shit hole.

now i know.
cause everything fits so perfectly.
all the pieces fall into place.
the puzzle is clear now.

guess i'll be fine after awhile.
cause i'll always be okay.
swee always tells me that ONE thing.
pray! right bro?

.

2006-01-02T03:09:00.000+08:00

went for my family gathering.
fun fun.
we played a game.
yknw the one where you have to arrange yourself without talking.
yeah, there were 2 groups.
all the small kids were in my geoup.
so, it was quite cute actually.
we lost every round. ((:
HAHAH! when the other group shouted that they're done,
my ass sis and i would also shout that our group's done.
when its not. HAH.
then we'll run to the other group.
retarded.
sang songs.
testimony time.
ate. & the exchanging of presents.
I LOVE THAT PART.
everyone's supposed to buy a $2 present.
everyone would be given a number.
so we have to follow that order and pick any present.
so, for eg. no.1 took a bear.
& then, no.2 takes a present.
if no.2 likes the bear he can exchange it with his present.
and no.1 has to give the bear.
this gives the last person that takes a present,
any choice of present he wants.
so yeah, we were playing that.
its so fun. cause everyone was after that ONE present.
hahah, very fun. laughed all the way.

after that, we went to pamela's 19th bday.
at around 11 plus.
vikesh, melvin, lina, my brudder and me.
the 5 of us went.
& we were entertaining ourselves all the way.
vikesh was really weird.
he laughed like a crazy shit.
hahaha, & when he laughed, we all laughed.
then we found out that we were actually making all the noise in the house.
so we kept quiet to see if it was true.
hahaha, then it was so super quiet.
and we started laughing and laughing.
so we planned to do this as a living.
HAHAH! if you want to add life to your party,
call us. we'll come there and do all the partying.
haha, eat, drink, take the money and go.
damn funny. at 1230 plus.
we were like, okay our contracts over, we need to leave.
lets collect the money and get out of here.
we have another party to go to.
HAHAHA! cousins! cant live without them (:

lina and i went home.
the other 3 went to play pool.
we had a hard time finding a cab.
haha. yeah
my lovely ass sis walked me back all the way.
AWWW! (: hahaha.
im tired.
gonna sleep.
wake up later in the afternoon and do some work.
sighs. school's in a day.
SHIT OH SHIT.
life starts all over again.
oh maybe, school.
enough of fun, back to reality. hah.

oh swee, what favour is that ?
download ah ?
CANNOT LAR.
LATER I KENNA CAUGHT.
2oo6 ALREADY LEH!
they catch people one.
but if thats not the favour then.
im just telling you only lar brudder. lol (:

/:

2006-01-01T14:46:00.000+08:00

deleted the previous post.
heck it man! (:

hahaha.
HAPPY NEW YEAR.

well, spent the last day of 2005 really well.
for once, i was out with my friends
on new years eve.
after clarissa's work ytd,
went to orchard.
we walked there.
saw all the lightings and everything.
then we met joel, justin, mel and alfred.
sat down at a coffeeshop.
stupid guys had no money. lol
so, clarissa and i bought drinks.
shared with them. losers /:
talked, laughed.
wanted to trade phones,
but their phones are damn useless. hahah
after that, left the place.

went to church.
service was at 11.
all the smses were sent at 12.
smsing brudder abit.
hahaha, I LOVE MY BROTHER! (:
this brother = swee AKA toucher #2

going to my aunts house later.
all my cousins will be there.
another family gathering.
actually, I LOVE FAMILY GATHERINGS!

in love with savin me by nickelback.
swee made me addicted to it. HAHA

once again,
HAPPY 2oo6 ! (:

2005-12-31T00:03:00.000+08:00

no chance

ytd the ytd went to audrey's house.
it was retarded. hah.

went to school to buy stuff.
my books are STILL NOT BOUGHT YET.
dont know wth's going on.
dont care anymore.
finished my maths online tests.
thats on good thing.
oh, thanks RUSHAN (:

im going to keep clarissa company at her work tmr.
i feel like dying just hearing abt it from her.
so i'll be nice girl that i am, and go see her.
she got into some really funny accident,
and her face is messed up.
so i want to go see! HAHAHA!
im so evil.
& joel and justin should be coming tmr too.
NEW YEAR IS LIKE A DAY AWAY!
AHHHH ! CAN YOU BELIEVE IT.
2006 !
im so not ready. lol

& my cousin sent me this video.
during their church caroling.
wahh, damn fun lar.
they were dancing as if it was a club or smth.
hahaha! saw vikesh annae dancing. ohmy! (:

oh swee, sure man!
the company thingy.
brudders co.
hahaha! sounds fun.
audrey!
HI PERSON.
thank you. (: lol

bullet for my valentine - all these things i hate.
nice song.

2005-12-29T01:33:00.000+08:00

song update ?

rob thomas - ever the same
daniel powter - freeloop
kelly clarkson - walk away
fortminor - remember the name, petrified
backstreet boys - crawling back to you
five for fighting - its not easy to be me
damien rice - cannonball

okay, the last 2 songs are not new.
but i like them.
been hunting for them for ages.
and finally got them.

oh swee, you dont like bsb right?
i was planning on sending you the bsb song,
but fake an artist and song title.
hahaha. and see whether you would like it.
but then, i changed my mind.
why ? cause im nice. lol.
BORED.

oh, & my dad pissed me off.
seriously, never been so angry before.
i was so super nice to him the past week.
if he scolded me, i just walked away.
then today. he seriously pissed the heck out of me.
i was so angry, i called him fcuker lar.
WAAHHHH ! I NEVER DO THAT.
NOT EVEN TO MY BROTHERS.
urrghhh.. nonsense start again.
never wanted another tear to fall.

all these bullshit.
RRRR! blah blah black sheep LAR!
FRICKING ANGRY.

its not easy to be me ):

2005-12-28T20:36:00.000+08:00

dumb heymath is jamming.
so i'll blog first.
went for my uncle's funeral today.
yeah, poor thing.

mmm. yeah, & i sent this sms to the clique,
and my cousins and friends.
and i really got some weird replies.
chhar, the weirdo said lesbians!HAHAHA!
nahh, she wanted to remain as the freakadoopooloos (:
swee said blood brothers.
that'll be damn cool! (:
oh & she was in malaysia, and i kachaoED her.
audrey said great granddaughter. mm...
shes a weird child.
she held her breath the other time when she called me.
poor thing. mentally wrong. HAHA!
genny said nudgerers ? hahah.
laffyette said puppy ? WTH LAR. haha.
melvin, my cousin, said slave. HA! retard.
my dearest cousin vino said real sister.
& lina said real american sisters!
"so we can do da thang." she wrote that.
awwww.. they love me! HAHA. except for the puppy.

whatever. lol
anws, went out with my cousin!
lina! (:
went shopping.
she wanted to buy something for her ahem.
yeah, went to jp. had fun.
talking to her after a long time.

blardie heymath still screwed up.
sajdhsjdfhlesjfhsld ! /:

2005-12-27T16:33:00.000+08:00

I LOVE YOU!
my freakadoopooloos
you're always there
to comfort, to love, to share
giving great advices or a shoulder to cry on
telling the difference between whats right and whats wrong
you've never made me cry
cause when im with you guys, i only want to smile
thanks for the past year
no matter how messy it has been
you've opened my eyes
to what was needed to be seen
i dont know where i would be if i never met yall
so thanks for being with me through it all !

nice ?
I LOVE YOU GUYS! (:
hahah, i know its retarded.
but its for the freakadoopooloos!
<3333333333333333333333 !

2005-12-27T16:16:00.000+08:00

did a quiz.
cause i was bored!
hahaha.
Whats your Tradmark Tune ?
& i got, Survivor by Destiny's Child! (:

im a survivor
im not gon give up
im not gon stop
im gon work harder
im a survivor
im gonna make it
i will survive
keep on survivin'

love the lyrics.
anws, joel's mad!
hes drunk.
gave clarissa a miss call first.
and he was all drunk and everything on the phone.
when clarissa called him.
& she called me to tell me.
then a few minutes later,
the retard called me.
crazy shit. (:

going for my uncle prayers later.

i want to eat macs!
swee cheered me up ytd.
wasnt sad cause of my bro.
with the most retarded conver in my life! haha.
i think.. lol. SWEE OH SWEE.
chhar! hey you.
yes you. petrified is a nicer song, to me!(:
now i like remember the name.
fifty percent pain
genny! hi!

NOTE TO AUDREY SIEK!
okay, AUDREY!
i want to come to your house on thursday?
we do english tgthr.
CAN!? (:
in the afternoon. okay okay ?
i sms you lar.
but just in case i dont.
SEE THIS! NOTE TO AUDREY!
hahaha. okay.

(:

2005-12-26T21:59:00.000+08:00

swee loves banana milk. says:
wahh im touch
swee loves banana milk. says:
stop it ok
swee loves banana milk. says:
stop
just smile back. says:
hahahaha!
swee loves banana milk. says:
dont do it again
just smile back. says:
okay.
swee loves banana milk. says:
i dont like u
just smile back. says:
im just too good right ? (: lol.
swee loves banana milk. says:
im not emotional
swee loves banana milk. says:
its just YOUUUU
just smile back. says:
hahahaha.
just smile back. says:
then why cant i touch others man ?
just smile back. says:
only you!
just smile back. says:
its YOU lor. hahaha
swee loves banana milk. says:
u cant meh ?
swee loves banana milk. says:
then why other's dont touch me ?
swee loves banana milk. says:
lol
swee loves banana milk. says:
this conv is the most retarded one for this month...
just smile back. says:
hahaha. dont touch me!
just smile back. says:
hahaha! sick shit lar.
just smile back. says:
you think i pervet ahh ?
just smile back. says:
touch you? lol.
swee loves banana milk. says:
?
swee loves banana milk. says:
u siao liao
swee loves banana milk. says:
u making the conv more retarded only
just smile back. says:
ohh.. sorry/
just smile back. says:
hahahah!
just smile back. says:
okay maybe cause we're brudders
just smile back. says:
thats why .. (:
swee loves banana milk. says:
i was thinking on the same line!!!
swee loves banana milk. says:
we rock

THATS WHY I LOVE MY BRUDDER.
understand ?
conver btw swee and i!

oh, & the uncle i visted a few days back.
he.. ermm. passed away today. ):
yeah, my grandma's alright.
pretty sad.

oh, and i heard this thingy.
one lady, like some other church member.
i dont know when this happened.
like a year ago or smth.
yeah, she passed away.
and she woke up 3 days later, before she was buried.
CAN YOU IMAGINE THAT ?
a person wakes up from death.
oh my oh my!
she saw heaven and stuff, and she testified.
but she was too proud or smth,
and she died a few days later. mmm..
theres this church in malaysia.
its a healing church.
the pastor is damn power one.
he knows if someone in the church is sick.
or if someone is gonna die.
there was one incident,
he shaked this lady's hand..
and said, you're gonne be with the lord.
and 5 hours later, she died.
peaceful death. she went to sleep, and died.
THESE STORIES FREAK ME OUT.
but its true.
and my uncle wants to bring my family there.
i dont mind going! so cool! (:

okay. yeah, thats it.

/:

2005-12-26T17:35:00.000+08:00

CHHAR's BACK!
from BALI.
hope you had a nice time angel. (:

oh, today's the 26th.
one year ago.. tsunami. ):
well yeah, scientists say that, if there was a tsunami, it would happen on the 26th of any month. thats only IF a tsunami was to happen again.

yeah, school's starting soon.
shit shit shit.
english and tamil homework.
HAVENT DO YET!
im gonna do tmr.
cause today, i'll be out .
the languages are untouched.
AUDREY, if can, i go your house and do hmwk.
see how first. lol

1/2 j-unit + 2 ! hahaha.
funny name.
was just thinking back with clarissa.
cause we love to do retarded things.
on how we met each other.
and how we met the rest.
& all the outings and fun we had tgthr.
WAHHH! if that ONE thing didnt happen,
2005 would have been a boring year.
but yeah, 2006 is coming!
and 2006 is gonna be a great year!
CAUSE OF..
THE FREAKADOOPOOLOO CLIQUE.
after everything we've been through.
we're as strong as.. yeah, we're strong! hahaha.
and yeah, we're all 4 timers. YAY! (:
dumb angel and brudder. lol.
and.. my 1/2 j-unit + 2 !
all the bday bashes thats gonna happen.
and outings and everything.

TWO THOUSAND AND SIX!
yay, cant wait.

oh, need to go do my new year's resolution.
HAHAH!

(:

2005-12-26T00:01:00.000+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS

i guess its over.
HAHAHAHA!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JESUS! (:

went to church in the morning.
saw my akka there.
shes flying off on tuesday.
IN THE MORNING.
i have to have to HAVE TO send her off.
tmr, going to clarissa's house.
for lunch with the others i guess.
then went to eat lunch with my family and this real close aunt and uncle.
went shopping with my aunt.
then went to her house.
my younger bro and uncle were there alrdy.
hahaha. they crack me up.
we played some games.
hahaha. bonding time. lol.
they're really nice.
then martin came home.
that guy's a funny dude.
his jokes can make you laugh till you cry.
like his brudder kelvin lar. lol
after that, went to my THE BIG family gathering.
saw all my bestest cousins there.
talked and then went off home.

yupp.
guess that was my christmas.
OOOOH. i got $$! not alot though.

((:

2005-12-24T22:47:00.000+08:00

went to caroling ytd at 7pm.
came back home at 9am today.
FUN FUN! (:
we planned to finish our caroling rounds by 2am.
but we reached the last house at 545am.
damn retarded.
nah was fun.
cause we sang stupid songs.
and like entertained ourselves all the way in the bus.
every house we went to had food.
so we gorged ourselves. ((:
after that, ben barnabas kelvin my bro and me went to macs.
at 615AM!?
there were NO ONE there.
we started talking.
and planning about next year..
we were planning on overnight cycling. (:
yeah, kelvin was mad.
made us all laugh till can die.
never laughed like that since a long while.
& ben was telling us his love story.
how he met his gf and stuff.
and barnabas kept interrupting. LOL!
funny lar..
so we know how to disturb and make fun of ben.
tummy ache ! (:
talked till like 9 plus.
then all of us went home to SLEEP!
cause all of us were tired.
woke up at 5 ! lol.
then i went shopping at queensway.
saw anand annae's family.
then we bumped into franklin and ben.
that was so super duper funny.
all doing last minute shopping.
had some "gathering" there.
aiyooo.. after that went to tekka.
bought my stuff.
and headed back home.
have church tmr at 6.15am in the morning.
which is soo EARLY!
may not be sleeping tonight.

OH. i made 2 visits.
and both were to the hospital.
in between my shopping.
firstly i went to see my uncle.
im not really close to this uncle,
i never spoke to him before.
but its like my dad's close relation.
the patient is my dad's step brother.
and my dad's close to the family.
so yeah, i went to see him.
its really sad. cause he cant breathe.
and the doctors didnt bother to do anything.
cause they want him to ... yknw.
just like my _____.
and they couldnt do anything.
& like err.. i dont knw! its just so sad.
alexandar hospital. sighs.
then the second trip was to see my dear grandma.
tan tock seng.
and she was like 'sayang'ing me all the way.
shes suffering from stroke.
so like, the right side of her body is paralysed.
and she kept crying when she saw me and bros.
and i couldnt take it.
but even in the situation she was in.
she kept making us laugh.
but i could see she was suffering.
and when we said gdbye to her, she started crying.
OHMY! do yknw, when you try to fight back tears.
and like its all in your mouth or smth.
it frickin' hurts!
i dont know. it was too painful to see her.
yeah, & i dont know what happened to the other guy.
awww.. its so sad.

i dont know how im gonna have a merry christmas.
especially to that family.
hopefully nothing happens.
aaaahhhhhh!

but yeah , for the sake of those who actually read this.
MERRY CHRISTMAS!

2005-12-23T14:24:00.000+08:00

going for caroling later.
last minute decision.
dress code is maroon.
will meet my bro and barnabas in church.
BEN and FRANK are coming!
oh this is gonna be fun.

ytd, the conf.
retarded.

reply to my tags :
swee : oei! you shuddup ahh.
bhb somemore & i'll take away your blog testi.
you're just lucky okay ? hahaha.
i love you lar brudder. what to do.
cannot help it. sheeesh! (:
dionel : awww! thanks cousin.
oh yeah, heard chhar's in your class.
dont worry. shes a nice person! (:
if you need to complain, come and tell me.
HAHAHAHA !

chhar, dont get angry.
its okay! have fun in bali okay ?
and genny! you really lost huh!? lol
audrey! have fun with your ipod nano!

2005-12-22T19:43:00.000+08:00

audrey came over!
we were figuring out how to use the ipod.
we are so smart ppl!
hahaha! (: had fun with her.
chhar showed me the neos.
hahaha! harry potter.
genny? where you?
been long since i crapped with you.
swee too. MIA.

ahhh..
finally, done with the blogger testimonials.
for the 4 most LOVABLE ppl in the world.
audrey
chhar
genny
swee

love ! <3333

2005-12-21T23:14:00.000+08:00

had fun today! (:
firstly, made my way to hougang.
bought the cake there.
justin, joel, aaron(1) and melvin paid.
i bought drinks.
then we made our way to harbourfront.
met mokan there.
supposed to take the sentosa bus.
budden all lazy, so we took a taxi.
saw clarissa there with her others.
dora, ryna, ryan, dan, aaron(2), joel.
haha. there were 2 joels and aarons.
so when one of them were called, the other one will answer. hahah! funny. and the way they do that, its really funny.
then we set up the cake.
the wind was strong.
so there was only one candle left to blow.
yeah after that, me, joel, melvin and aaron(2) ran after her with cake.
SMASHED IT ON HER FACE! (:
hahaha! she looked damn funny.
then they played water polo.
captains ball in water.
i didnt play.
after that, dora, ryna, ryan (ryna's bro) and dan(dora's bro), went to jump off some jetti.
clarissa and me wanted to take care of the things.
but we ended up playing soccer with the guys.
both of us were in diff teams.
justin, both joels and aaron(1) was in my team.
clarissa was the goalkeeper of the other team,
was just talking to her all the way. haha!
it was damn fun.
they kept passing the ball to me,
& I TRIED scoring. but failed. ):
but hey, after a few attempts i scored 2 goals. not bad.
once was because clarissa gave me chance.
2nd was cause, IT WAS OPEN! (: hahaha.
really fun.
then we played captain's ball on land.
justin and joel! AGAIN in my team.
this time with clarissa. haha, very fun.
but when we were choosing the team.
something sick happened.
aiyooo .. haha!
then we went to the sea or whatever.
and we were in a circle,
and we played truth or dare!
having a mix of girls and guys playing truth or dare,
just isnt right. HAHAHAH! (:
yeah that was super fun - atastic.
11 of us there. awww.. loved it.
I LOVE RYNA! SHES SO SUPER DUPER NICE!(:
they saboed me to a STUPID DARE.
they wanted me to do something SICK.
forever bully lar. hahaha.
didnt do it in the end. sickoooos.
then played a little while, swimming and everything.
went to wash up.
and we headed back.
we went one round in the blue van.
hahaha! damn psycho.
took the sentosa bus down to harbourfront.
ate our dinner.
sent clarissa home & i took mrt.
saw them in the mrt.
they were going to bugis.
shopping. hahaha.

yeah had fun! (:
secret seven. hahahah!
clarissa, justin, joel, aaron, melvin, desmond and me.
desmond didnt come for this one.
next on the list.
justin. january baby.
lol. he is SO DEAD! (:

yeah, all the fun.
wanted to visit my granny in the hospital.
but then i didnt.
my dad was gonna leave the hospital.
and it was late alrdy.
maybe tmr.

was talking to audrey.
i wasnt in the mood to talk.
but she really made me laugh.
she always does, & i dno how.
she has some weird magical powers in her.
thats why i love her so much.
she called, and she was so hyper!
then i called her back.
then we were just talking.
and her family was singing.
REALLY CUTE! (:
hahaha. but shes dying.
its okay honey!
audrey cracks me up.
SHES COMING OVER TMR!
yay! (: fun fun fun fun!
SANTA CLAUS LANE!
mwaaaaahh ! <3

2005-12-21T10:54:00.000+08:00

if you want to
i can save you
i can take you away from here
so lonely inside
so busy out there
and all you want was somebody who cares

grandma in the hospital ):
no mood.

2005-12-20T17:28:00.000+08:00

talked to justin online.
hes sucha mad fart.
what was i t: OH. and we're buying bday cake for her.
what was i t: can chip in a lil bit right ? (:
Nigga you's : aiyo...
Nigga you's : we bake fer her a cake lar..
Nigga you's : cheaper wad
what was i t: okay.. you bake ahh ?
Nigga you's : ok...
what was i t: no one will even go near the cake.
Nigga you's : u;ll buy da ingredients...
Nigga you's : i really noe hw to bake..
what was i t: the thing is tmr yknw?
what was i t: how to bake ? dont be mad .
Nigga you's : ok la...
Nigga you's : go buy a cake..
what was i t: haha. thats what i said. gooooooooooooooondu.
Nigga you's : ok la gooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooondu.

stupid luuuser. (:
all of them can make me go mad.

and the other ppl going at 10 in the morn.
mad farts.
and we all dont want to go early.
its damn funny.
all of them want to go in the afternoon.
aiyoo.. funnny lar.

oh. i made the bloggy thing for you GENNY!(:
hahaha! GO SEE.
you so nice make for me,
then i make one back for you!
HAAHAHA! (: my nudger!

2005-12-20T09:45:00.000+08:00

slept at 5 ytd!
like always ):
was up doing nothing.
was on the com still 435.
doing STUUUUUUFF.

yeah, so anws.
my aunty's here in my house.
gonna do some cleaning.
thats why hadda wake up at 930.
tired tired tired.
yaaaaaawwwwnnn !

going out later at night.
to jp, i think.
shop shop till i drop.
tmr, celebrating claire's bday.
I TELL YOU AHH.
the other group is damn retarded.
cause so much problems.
if it was just US, it'll have been easier.
now i dno whose planning.
sheesh. screw the other side lar.

):

2005-12-19T23:53:00.000+08:00

went out to west mall.
bought stuff.
super retarded lar.
then tim, jeremy and my aunt came up.
then my dad came home.
HO HO HO! funnny.
lol. inside joke. (:

& audrey!
wahh. shes mad lar.
she called me twice.
first time she called me, she played the vanessa carlton song on the piano FOR ME! and she sang me some really retarded song. then the second time she called me, she told me about my numbers. hahah! she cracks me up. then i called her back and she was watching sky high. hahaha! shes coming over on thursday. FUN FUN! (:

reply to my tags.
genny: nudger! you're mad. hahaha. moo2 lover. HAHAHA ! hello motto.
dionel: DONT TALK RUBBISH LAR. psycho.

(:

2005-12-19T14:42:00.000+08:00

MISTAKES

my nudger is damn funny lar.
hello moo2 all the time.
ytd, we wanted to call neo.
but he didnt answer.
so we called him today morning.
and wished him a
HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
finally, everyone is 15 ! (:

was on the phone till 4.
retarded lar. haha.
nlevel results out today.
RIGHT GENNY? lol.

on the phone with clarissa.
celebrating her bday on wed.
with ALL OF THEM.
ehhh.. sighs. nvm
okay. bye.

(:

2005-12-18T21:25:00.000+08:00

im freaked out.
im freaked out.
amen nudger!
aiyah.
shit lar shit.

anws. went to church today.
i miss BEN, FRANK and EVANGELINE akka.
AHH! quick come back from wherever.
its no christmas without the 3 of you!
was talking to shamini.
and yeah, both of us are not in the christmas mood.
and it was ashley's bday!
he is six! (: big boy alrdy. hahaha.
we ate the cake.
my dear, shamini, became high.
it happens, whenever she eats cake.

THERE THE FOODIES!
can you see the blue thing ?
thats a little bit of my cake.
hahahaha! I ATE IT ALL! lol.

oh and during the service we had this
carols by candle light.

was sitting with shamini darl.
and yeah.
i took a picture of my candle!
cannot take it lar.
nth better to do!
I LOVE MY CANDLE! lol.

alright.
blogging cheered me up.

AMEN NUDGER! (:

2005-12-18T12:34:00.000+08:00

COULD IT BE

last night.
very saddening. ):
dno whats the feeling.
dont even know why its bothering us so much.
me & clarissa are feeling the same way.
AND ITS SO WEIRD!
and its dumb. urgh.
conference last night anws.
with the both of them.
oh and mokan came in for a few mins.
the news is disturbing.
ahhhhh !

ohh. my bollywood star, azhar is finally back.
yeah of course lar.
tmr his nlevel results coming out.
NLEVEL RESULTS! (:
joel also.hope they do well.

freakadoopooloo clique!
my family!
i love like crazy! (:
cant get enough of them. lol

2005-12-17T22:38:00.000+08:00

went to seletar.
it was real fun.
sat with clarissa's church youths.
without them there,
i think it would have been freaking boring.
the church was like so empty.
not many ppl came.
cause the place is SOO SUPER ULU!
saw a ________ look a like.
i think its her sister! haha.

anws.
went there.
was late. but they didnt start.
saw them at the gate. then i won this nice star thing. yeah so sat with clarissa. and that row was filled up by their youths. and they're really nice. dora, aaron, vinod, abraham, joel, dan. there was like many songs sang. we were laughing all the way. then there was this competition for the youths and stuff. we're supposed to make a present for God. and yeah, clarissa and me and some others were in the group. funny. we made a cross. there were 4 groups all together. clarissa and i were in the 4th group.

then there was this cute lil skit by the sunday school.
this cute boy dressed like samson.
he is the guy who loved his hair.
and i think the strength came from his hair.
so this cute boy came up to stage and said,
"i am samson and i can kill a lion"
HAHAH! and she was holding this pink elephant!
OH GOSH! funny.
then there was a drama by the youth.
and a dance by the women's fellowship.
and a dance by the youth.
I LOVED IT !
the dance was really nice.

then there was worship.
AND THEN.
the prize presentation for the competition came out.
and we were screaming away.
so fun. (:
and it ended at ermm.. 7 plus plus.
met the guys at some bus stop.
they wanted to.. AHEM. (puufff!)
hahahaha. then the gundu melvin
and his mp3 songs. hahah.

the bus took forever to come.
at last we got on the bus.
abraham, vinod and joel left in an earlier bus.
so it was dora, clarissa, dan(dora's bro), aaron and me.
then we were just talking away.
eating SUPER RING!
reached hougang mrt AT LAST!
then we took the train down to outram.
we walked from one end to the other.
so retarded lar.
dno why we did that. hahaha.
then we played this super nice prank.
dora called vinod, and said that we lost clarissa.
and she started to cry.
AND SHE SERIOUSLY WAS CRYING.
freaked us out.
but yeah, said we lost clarissa.
then she passed the phone to me.
and im like yeah, dora's crying and everything.
then dora talked to him again.
hahaha! THEN..
we passed the phone to clarissa.
and clarissa was like..
vinod, im lost lar. help me.
hahahah! SUPER FUNNY PRANK.
but then he got angry with her. ):
thats the sad part.

but had a hell of a time today.
im tired. reached home at 10.
wheeeee ! fun fun.
im just tired.

(:

2005-12-17T13:05:00.000+08:00

just helped that stupid cousin of mine with his blogskin. i already TOLD HIM about it. he likes it. what can i say.

yeah. so im supposed to get ready and all.
going down to seletar church.
dont know where clarissa is.
shes prolly shopping right now.
i'll leave the house at 1.30
my eyes are all sorey eyed.
went to bed at 4.
tried sleeping.
tossed and turned..
till it was 5.
then managed to get some shut eye.
sheesh.

CHHAR!
please lor!
the teen titans song is damn retarded.
t-e-e-n-t-i-t-a-n-s
teen titans. lets go!

hahahah!
okay. im laughing to myself.
chhar! you sing the song to me okay ?
oh goodness.

(:

2005-12-17T01:09:00.000+08:00

I LOVE THE CLIQUE!

talked with clarissa and mokan just now. we were doing our 'get-the-person-off-the-phone' scheme. AND IT WORKED! again. was discussing with her about tmr. wahh, damn headache. dno whats gonna happen. hopefully, i go.

just got off the phone with joel.
asking me to go.
DIONEL ARUN ALSO.
that stupid cousin!
dont know where the hell he is.
stupid dupid.

okay anws.
i like the discussion going on in chhar's haloscan. hahaha! about cartoons. I LOVE RUGRATS. and chhar has weird taste. nevermind, opposites attract! HAHAHAH!

NUDGER! I LOVE THE RED AND BLACK SKIN!

AUDREY! YOU'RE BACK. dumb person. hahaha. tuesday ahh. but i think im going out on tuesday with my aunt. i'll get with you person. (:

SWEE! have fun in the zooooooo.

I LOVE THE __________ CLIQUE.
i need to learn it.
FREAKADOOPOOLOO ?!
issit ? haha. cute name.

(:

2005-12-16T17:43:00.000+08:00

audrey's coming back!
yay! yay! (:
at last.
no more overseas calls. hahah!
she called me ytd.
7 minutes leh!
haha. i dont care.

IM SO SORRY I CANT PICK YOU UP! ):
everyone's busy.
we'll meet one day before school opens.
hopefully..

tmr's the thing.
dont know whether im going.
im gonna drag daryl to come along.
urrghh. that stupid angel.
quick come online!
haha. patching patching. lol.
hopefully i go with clarissa tmr.
will be fun. mmms. we'll see.

(:

2005-12-15T22:56:00.000+08:00

okay.
nothing much to blog about.

oh, i made a new smiley.
(): !
its a monkaye smile,
according to genny. lol

I KNOW STUFF!
and im happy. yay! (:

2005-12-14T23:09:00.000+08:00

URRRGHHHH !
I GIVE UP.

YOU WIN.
again.

if i go on,
i'll prolly turn MAD.
2 bad news in one day.

theres left with only that one hope.
which i think will not work out too.
forget it.
IM SO FREAKING PISSED!
AAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH !
THIS DAY CANT GET ANY WORSE.

2005-12-14T19:46:00.000+08:00

came online & saw my dearest audrey.
then we played the changing nick game.
made me laugh to myself.
so funny! (:
all the please lor and everything.
then genny joined us.
hilarious.

was talking to tasha.
AND SHE TOLD ME STUFF! (:
hahaha. aiyoh. so cute.

oh, & my dearest audrey's a bee.
and genny's a fern.
those 2 make me laugh.
haha, & then we added chhar into the conf.
hahaha! so fun.
swee! ): shes at the zoo.
she must be having fun with all those animals.

ytd was retarded.
the pretend fight.
ohmygoodness!
mokan knew that it was fake.
& aaron came in the conf.
i was there, but quiet.
cause im not supposed to be there.
mokan was crazy lar.
he think its fun to insult me.
haha. that dumb thing.
and aaron said, clarissa and i were as close as blood and water.
then mokan was like, "hahaha. blood and water?!"
HAHAHAH! i laughed lar.
lucky he never hear.
man oh man.
then aaron had to go.
then joel came to the conf.
that one another one.
hahaha! wahh.
clarissa kept going into private with me.
and we laughed our heads off.
its SO FUNNY!

and now, daryl's mad online.
talked to my cousin vino ytd!
i love her! (:

midnight chat today ? (:

2005-12-13T19:58:00.000+08:00

nice song .
gavin degraw - follow through

not into the guy's lyrics.
but the music.

2005-12-13T18:38:00.000+08:00

midnight chats.
swee and genny.
past tense of draw.
1. DRAWED
2. DREW
3. DREWED

mmm..
swee doesnt make sense.
she thinks she can make fun of the nudgerers.
she called us the family pets?
hahaha!
but.. if swee and i are brudders.
and if swee and genny are sisters.
and genny and me are pets to her.
then she has brudders and sisters as pets.
what a lonely life my dear.
AND SHE HAS A PRETEND SISTER.
named natalie.
swee oh swee.

genny! (: hi.
hi hi hi ! my nudgerer!!

maybe following clarissa to her job interview tmr.
see how.
i want to.
cause im SO BORED AT HOME!
its so freaking boring.
yeah, maybe.
i'll see how.
and we were watching whose line issit anws.
supposed to be our bonding time.
but, cant conf. cause we're in a pretend fight.
and we were like, if we ever conference.
we'll scold each other non-stop. lol.
OH & there was another show we watched.
scare tactics.
where they scare the hell out of some poor soul.

yeah, anws.
IVE UPDATED!
OH AND AUDREY!
im sry i didnt reply.
i want to see you online.
go download msn!
its FREEE!
msn.com! okay?
and chhar!
takkaire of yourself.
later, i come boonlay and smack you.

off.

2005-12-12T02:50:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GENNY! (:
im gonna dedicate a song to you now.

happy birthday to you.
you were born in the zoo.
with the mongooses and ehh.. BABOONS.
THEY ALL LOVED YOU! (:
& so do i.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY NUDGER!

talking with swee and genny.
they're really mad.
swee and her icons.
oh, and i love kicking genny!
she somersaults! haha.

off.

2005-12-10T19:30:00.000+08:00

audrey called me when she reached hk.
the conversation,
me : hello?
audrey : sarah ?
me : uhmm. OH AUDREY?!
AUDREY!

hahah! damn happy to talk to her.
like, finally! (:
then she told me about the sms thing.
& she wanted to go home to sleep.
but her mommy wanted to go shopping.
aww, poor darl.

clarissa's christmas thing.
which i intended to go.
and i didnt go.
and i had this weird dream,
which i cant rmb.
but i know who were there.
anws.
spent my sat at home.
how boring.

OH. I LOST MY BOOKLIST! shit.

2005-12-09T23:37:00.000+08:00

hah.
i knew it.
i knew it.
i knew it!

dont bother
i wont die of deception
i promise you wont ever see me cry
dont feel sorry

but this song made me feel better.
barney's on fire (:

Happened one day in the studio
Dancing around in a dosey-doe
The purple monstrosity was waving his arms
We were falling victims to his evil charms
He brushed against the candle and he started to smoke
and now we're all laughing at the dinosaur choke

Oh boy!
Barneys on fire
It's what we've always desired
We'll watch the flames get higher
Just dont try to put him out

(cute voices in the background 'kill him, kill him')
Purple fur was flying; ashes everywhere
and all of the kids just continued to stare
The guy inside the suit, he started to yell
We probably should've helped him but what the hell?
He threw himself violently against the wall
He fell to his knees and he tried to crawl away

Oh boy!
Barneys on fire
This is our secret desire
We'll help the flames burn brighter
But dont you try to put him out

(Break it down with me, fellas!)
Barney: I love you, you love me
(Barney screaming)

Oh boy!
Barneys on fire!!!
This is what we've always desired
Wont you help us fan the flames higher?
But you better not try to put him out

Barneys no longer ignited
We're feeling somewhat slighted
He's laying in a heap on the floor
We poked him with a stick cause we had to be surehe was dead!

the last line's my fav.
weird al yankovic makes me laugh.
well yeah.

off.

2005-12-09T03:14:00.000+08:00

my brothers are damn retarded lah. keep going in and out my room. they're doing a fashion show with my stuff, FOR ME! (:

well.
cant sleep.
sighs.
next year, no need to sleep alrdy lah.
i only CAN sleep at 5 plus.
next year, i have to be awake BY 5.
so i think i'll just be a zombie in school.
& olevels are freaking me out.
not even studying.
havent done hmwks.
my tamil esp.
SHIT LAH.
i want olevels to finish faster.

nice songs (:
here we go - trina ft kelly rowland
some hearts - carrie underwood
far away - nickelback
welcome to wherever you are - bonjovi
dont bother - shakira
NO WORRIES - SIMONE WEBBE

i want the dont bother song!
the no worries song right,
i like the part where it goes,
i just know your lifes gonna change.
makes me laugh! but i love it.
and at last i got something in common with my guardian angel. the here we go song. hes an all rounder. whatever DARYL. (:

genny: im not going back there nudger. and i have black nails now. not gothic, fun and nice. you want some ? haha.first day of school we come with black nails. sure kenna! (:

off.

2005-12-07T22:08:00.000+08:00

went out with swee and my angel today!
freaking fun! (:
oh, and swee's mom was really sweet.
she treated us to all our food breaks..
lunch, break, dinner.
THANKS SWEE's MOM!

yeah.
met chhar first on the mrt.
made our way down to tiong.
hopped onto the car.
went to malaysia.
was listening to swee's cd.
ate lunch in malaysia.
loved the food.
but didnt have the appetite.
ate some tart, it was nice.
walked around the mall.
had loads of stuff there.
chhar has funny taste, right bro?
everything she picked out, wasnt what swee and i liked. & since she asked for our opinions, she didnt buy much. haha! swee and i are honest ppl! lol.
bought slippers with my angel.
so now we have that slippers.
diff design, but still same.
and while we were waiting to pay for the slippers, we heard this deeesgusting version of numb by linkin park. but this time, it was some screwed up girl singing the song. sounded very acoustic-like. made swee's hair stand! angel and i were just freaked. eeeww.
noticed something, as we walked around the mall. i think i heard, dont phunk with my heart a million times today. irritating. HAHA. got myself some nailpolish too. it was real fun shopping with chhar and swee. laughed so much.

chhar bought loads of stuff.
swee bought hmm. shirt right ?
yeah! then we left the mall at 545 ?
walked so much, my leg hurt!
OUR LEGS HURT!
we headed to some place for dinner.
the food was nice.
we talked alot.
then as we headed back for the car,
some man said that there was a singapore indian girl missing.
hmm. hahah!
OH. and guess what ?
we forgot to go to the toilet.
mmm. yeah, so we headed back to singapore.
we heard this pirated cd.
which is damn funny lah!
laughed till can cry.
behind these hazel eyes esp!
my bro and angel and i laughed so much.
ahhh! ((: feel good inc too.
the starting, when they start laughing.
made us laugh! hahaha!
laughed till all 3 of us needed to go to the toilet.
then we started making toilet songs.
and we tried not to laugh,
but we couldnt.
hahah! oops. was shhhing around.
& the BIG BULLIES, namely, swee and chhar!
wanted to keep me out of the toilet.
we were saying, what if there is only 1 cubicle.
then who gets to go first and stuff.
and what if, theres one cubicle and a line!
hahaha. the car was moving so slowly.
and we didnt like it when the car didnt move.
so we asked swee's mom to keep moving the car.
and finally, we reached the immigration counter.
asked for the toilet.
and like, we couldnt take it anymore.
all 3 of us just opened the car door and started to run for the toilet.
like amazing race! (:
luckily there were 3 cubicles available.
after that, we felt so relieved!
WAAHHHH ! haha, its darn fun.
like, so childish right?
but we handled it in a very matured manner. lol.
thats what we got from malaysia, together(:
they sent me back home first.
then chhar.
we have to do this again.

ITS just TOO FUN! (:
I LOVE MY BRUDDER!
I LOVE MY ANGEL!
and genny, why didnt you come?!?
it would have been fun.
audrey smsed chhar.
had 3 hours of sleep.
and im still standing.

got a whole list of songs to download!
hahah. (: for my dearest brudder.
anything happen, you kenna ahh.
rmb that! angel you too.

off.

2005-12-07T00:07:00.000+08:00

whenever smth great or fun is gonna happen. something will piss the hell out of me before that. like, FOR EXAMPLE.. tmr, im gonna have the funnest time with my angel, brudder and nudger. then my stupid younger brother spoilt my mood. shall not say anything about.

daryl cheered me up online. gave me roses! hah. budden he asked for some back. mmms ? thats not very nice.

was talking to my brudder (swee!).
shes damn blur.
asked me to sleep early.
yeah sure. lol.

so together but so broken up inside

only girl at home.
freaking depressing.
all against one.
i give up.
ive given up long time ago.

nvm.
im gonna enjoy tmr.
thats all that matters! (:

2005-12-05T23:42:00.001+08:00

went out to watch chicken little.
the whole movie is damn cute!
chhar kept saying, so cute.
brudder! poon's mad right?

my slipper gave me trouble.
was out with swee and chhar at jp.
fun fun.
wednesday!
cant wait.
swee! bring the m&m packet kay?
we'll play the game.

i love them alot! (:
my angel.
my brudder.
my nudger.
& of course my dearest no.1.
received a sms from her.
she got a ipod nano !
urggh. audrey.. lol

off.

2005-12-05T23:42:00.000+08:00

2005-12-05T13:33:00.000+08:00

chatting with my ass sis.
wahh. shes damn mad lah.
shes bored, mad.
boredom leads to madness.

going to meet my angel and brudder.
watch chicken little.
supposed to watch it with them.
was smsing my brudder till 430 today morning.
HAAH! and i didnt sleep after that.
i only slept at 5.
like swee said,
hols loves to screw up our sleeping hours.
woke up at 12.
because some dumb angel sent me a sms. (:

yeah, then she called me.
charlene POOOON! (:
i love poon! (: hahaha.
then i woke up and bathe.
and now im here.
talking to my spastic ass sis.

I MISS AUDREY!
I MISS AUDREY!
I MISS AUDREY!
I MISS AUDREY!
I MISS AUDREY!
okay, yeah.
that was for you, my no.1!(:

genny? you're missing too!
COME BACK NOW!

off.

2005-12-04T14:51:00.000+08:00

tired.
hurt.
in pain.
lost.
confused.
headache.
thinking.
missing.
crying.

confessions of a broken heart.

off.

2005-12-03T04:12:00.000+08:00

reached home at 3am.
woah.
real tired.
dont think will be posting for the rest of the day.
got my church christmas party.
was at my church member's house from 8 till 2 doing decos. had loads of fun though. all the laughs. but we were all seriously tired. all the glitters and everything. fun but TIRING!

went to bishan.
we were really late.
and they were later.
oh gosh.
next time must meet 2 hours earlier.
then it'll be just right.
joel, aaron, justin and melvin.
clarissa and i wanted to watch chicken little.
turned out, we didnt.
we ended up watching them play cards.
and we were playing catching.
it was damn stupid.
they kept using the lobby stair.
anws, caught them.
talked awhile.
took neos and i went to my aunts house.
ate dinner, and went to do decorations.

wahh, today has been real tiring.
my feet hurts.
OOOWWW !
okay, well.
just cant sleep 4am in the morning.
im just so tired, that you're actually not tired anymore ?
whatever.
need to wake up early to do more decos.
the power of the youths! (:
helium balloons.
presents.
SANTA CLAUS!
christmas!
i love this time of the year.
its gonna be REAL fun tmr.

ahh..
im tired now.
too worned out.
no energy..
skjfhsdjkfsdfbs
bye.

2005-12-02T11:25:00.000+08:00

going to meet them later.
dont know what the hell we're gonna do lah.
supposed to meet them for lunch at 1.
but me and clarissa, we're going there at 130 plus.
hahaha! we're gonna be late.
cause they're always late.

supposed to send audrey off.
but that person go in so early.
swee and i wanted to go.
but too early, so nvm.
and i didnt send my akka off too.
sighs. sad.
nvm, she'll be back for christmas.

wahh. all of them went somewhere.
audrey`s going hk.
chhar`s going to a chalet.
swee went malaysia.
genny's at camp.
WHAT THE HELL LAH!
& where am i ?
in singapore, at home.
HAAHAH! nvm.
im going out today.
like, finally lah.

will blog tonight again.

2005-12-01T16:14:00.000+08:00

see my pig!
its called crunch!
damn cute right?
play with my pig okay?

hahah!
thank you my angel!
THANK YOU! (:
talking to chhar online.
shes mad!
& my cousin.

yeah!
we're going out tmr.
my gang and i.
we're gonna watch chicken little.
then play catching! hahaha.
okay, i dont know.
but i know, im going out tmr.
theres a cousin bbq at east coast too.
im not sure whether im going.
then on sat, is my church christmas party.
damn early, i knw.
but the earlier the better!
cant wait till tmr!
fun fun fun fun!
im not gonna say wheeeee anymore.
hahahah!
chhar, you know why right?

OKAY!
audrey's leaving me.
that persiiiaaann!
alright.
im off, bye!

2005-11-30T20:24:00.000+08:00

i tried staying positive.
i didnt shout back.
i respected.
& i still havent shouted back.
and still respecting.
he doesnt even trust me.
okay wait, he NEVER did.
i should just die infront of him.
i think he'll be happier.
cant he see im suffering enough?

my dad is a really nice person.
to the people he likes i supposed.
i just dont know why he despises me so much.
i really dont know what i did.
im not gonna eat my dinner.
gonna starve myself.
ive no appetite anyways.

i give up
so scold me.
blame me.
im too used to the pain.
im too used to getting hurt.
dont even know why i waste my tears on you.

2005-11-30T13:11:00.000+08:00

didnt conference ytd with them.
had no mood.
was freaking pissed off.
felt so.. urrghh.
guess i feel better.
but im gonna keep my problems to myself.
ive lost trust.
ive had enough of trusting.
sighs.
i have faith in God alone.
and thats that.
im solving my own problems from now on.
i dont know how, but i will. (:

watching the oprah show.
i really love this show!
i love what they talk about.
now is about girls our age.
the secret world of teengae girls.
its damn poor thing.

asked my angel to watch it.
dont know whether she is.
shes damn retarded lah.
come sjgfksdjbsd me.
waaahhh ! you watch out!

okay, start alrdy.
bye!

2005-11-29T22:28:00.000+08:00

ive been a REAL naughty girl today.
talk with daryl ahh.. lol
i must go and be holy.
i read my bible and pray often.
you know, like 2 days once.
im a good girl. (:

daryl's a bad boy.
talked to me about all those satanic shits. like all the sacrifices satanic bands do for THAT guy. slipknot vomits on their fans?! and ACDC eats dead crows infront of their fans too. i mean that is just so sick! urrghh.
my boy has chosen his life.
his path.
and nothing i say, can change that.
& i feel really bad.
cause i cant do anything about it.
im gonna pray about it though.

AHH! this is just so saddening.
no plans tmr.
whats good for me - lucy woodward
nice. love the lyrics.
if anyone got the music codes, give me.
tomato salsa pringles are nice!
and so is crunchie.
and bbq twisties.
my dinner.

bye!

2005-11-28T22:26:00.000+08:00

went to tiong.
met chhar in the mrt.
genny was finding her way in the mrt.
hahah! nudger.
then we went to have lunch at long john silvers.
met swee.
chhar and swee went to play arcade.
damn psycho.
went to macs.
then went to the park.
on the way to the park, called audrey. she retarded lah.
haha! then went back home.
we had to go our seperate ways.
haha! lol.

talking to audrey.
shes damn sick!
shes talking about sucking ______ !
wahh. no its not cock.
hahah! something else.
sicker ? lol.
and audrey and i keep changing nicks.
haha!
currently the nicks are.
mine, " audrey! I TELL YOU SOMEDINK.. PLEASE LOH! - WHERES MY ASTHMA PUFF?! "
audrey`s " sarah. NUDINK!. PLEASE LOR. - ITS CALLED AN INHALER!"

we're mad!
clarissa's back at last! (:

2005-11-28T11:51:00.000+08:00

going to tiong now.
meeting chhar first.
then we'll meet genny.
then or maybe swee.

hmms.
nth to do at home.
im hungry.
grrrr..

bye!

2005-11-27T22:17:00.000+08:00

last night,
was talking to audrey and swee.
swee, PLEASE lor.
not PRIS lor.
and audrey read to me her ____. (:
and i read mine to her too.
had fun.
how i wish i was drey's friend when i was young.
haha! sarah and audrey as babies.
okay anws, called him.
urrghhh. quite irritating right?
everything's starting to piss me off.
something's wrong with me.
is this like the moody week or something?

there was the christmas party rehearsals.
kinda enjoyed myself.
bennet was making me laugh.
he tried playing the drums.
not bad lah.
but no one listened to him! WAHHA.
the myf skit is not even done yet.
guess she was pissed with me.
not as if i care.
i really couldnt be bothered.
so, whatever.

im getting really moody.
and im starting to piss ppl off.
i can sense it.
ppl are starting to get pissed with me.
okay maybe, that one person.
but yeah..
and shamini said, im starting to show more attitude.
she said it in the joking way,
cause we were all joking.
but kinda makes me wonder.
im beginning to be more rebellious.
i mean i used to rebel alot,
but im getting better at it.
if you know what i mean.
& my dad can stand my shit.
i look up to him.
cause he gets most of the shit.

im gonna try to stop being mean.
especially to my dad.
dont knw whats wrong with me.
im so screwed up.

ohh no!
AUDREY, YOUR FAULT.
IM TALKING TO MYSELF.
just like you did (:

yeah.
this is so not me.
urrghh!
i need to cheer myself up.
oh. i made a song.
my 2nd song.
made it while i was in church.
when i was feeling really down.

& swee! (brudder)
your song is really nice!(:
sing to me the tune someday, kay ?

chhar, im sorry. ):
does my post explain why i was mad ?
hmm. really sorry.
love you, my dear angel!
audrey, you're mad.
you knw you are.
and you're scared of me.
im gonna push you down the long slide.
that made you go whee!
please loh!
genny, GO FIND!
wait, im coming to your house now.
gonna help you search for it. (:

to my room i go.

2005-11-26T10:49:00.000+08:00

GENNY GO FIND YOUR LINKIN PARK CDS!
THIS A REMINDER.
TO THE FORGETFUL NUDGER!

~~will update at night. bye!~~

went shopping with my aunt.
went to the bride's house.
haha, evan akka was all alone at home.
so we talked, collected my stuff.
then i straightened my hair.
temporarily.
then went to jp to buy the nice sandals.
bought earrings and nice accessories.
i love my aunt!

went to the wedding.
it was really nice.
evan akka was really pretty.
was sitting with barnabas.
then there was this cute baby infront of him.
me, my bro and shamini couldnt stop laughing.
the baby is freaking cute lah!
and justin was the pagerboy!
AAHHHH ! even cuter!
the cutest! (:
he is like.. nursery now?
im gonna marry him when he grows up! hah!
it was real funny.
ate the food.
had loads of laughs.
and blew bubbles!

talking to audrey now.
WAHH! SHES DAMN CRAZY.
shes scared of me okay?
and im pretty sure of it.
AUDREY'S SCARED OF ME.
I KNOW IT. PLEASE LOH!
but i still love her! (: hahaha.
MY AUDREY! love love.

CLARISSA's coming back.
AT LAST.

im going.
going.
gone.

PLEASE LOH! (:

2005-11-25T21:22:00.000+08:00

self study was okay.
miss lim talked to us today.
and she was in a better mood.
and the teachers are really nice, they gave this really nice personalisrd card with inspirational words. its freaking nice of them lah. go through all that trouble. very touched.
and miss lim was like, "you guys want to go home better clap for your friends" and she made jared do like 40 push ups ? haha. for fun. and she asked joseph foo to lose 5kg. hmms.

oh yeah, ytd's self study.
near ending time,
daryl sit and yuquan were shouting to get the attention of the acjc netball girls. they were having training. then they were shouting, "hey cutie pie!" or "bang me!" HAHAHAHA! funny!

audrey and chhar are plain mad.
and so is swee.
im SR nathan. lol
okay whatever.
tmr's the wedding.
im busy busy.

went to jp, saw this nice sandals.
i want it.
maybe going down to get it tmr.
yay! okay, guess i'll be off. bye/

2005-11-25T11:09:00.000+08:00

chhar!
i had a bad dream too!
mine is retarded okay.
if i say it, people will think im madder than i already am. lol
i'll say it anyways.
prepare to laugh your heads off.
i was supposed to be in a movie.
which was a thriller.
guess what the movie was called ?
beyblade II.
i was like, "wtf, im in a movie?"
there was some voice coming from the back saying, yes.
and i heard people laughing.
okay then i was being attacked by some retard.
and there was one part,
when me and 2 other ppl were in the car.
we trying to escape but couldnt.
the guy stopped the car.
and he took out his gun.
and then i dno, stuff happened.
i cant rmb what though.
when i woke up, my hand hurt.
i dno why. hahaha!

and its wierd.
cause i never rmb dreams.
so its amazing how i rmbered today's one.

self study later.
WAHH! DAMN IRRITATING.
i dont want to leave my house.

sharp pain.

bye.

2005-11-24T22:48:00.000+08:00

went to self study.
normal.
my abgel turned psycho again.
after that went to jp for dinner.
went to the library.
no books.
so im dead bored at home.

talking to audrey.
waahh. damn kuku.
okay all i can say is, audrey's mad.
forever and ever she'll be.
drey honey .. hahaha!
i know you're afraid of me.
ADMIT IT!
WAHAHAHAHA.
you're crazy.
you're retarded!
you're full of nonsense.
& you make me laugh
i love you lah!(:

& angel.
you rock my world.
EVEN THOUGH you didnt pick a book for me,
i still love you.
hahahaha! you know that.
tmr's the last day!
yay! we made it through it together.

audrey's laughing for no reason.
shes REALLY retarded.
she just starts laughing.
oh no. she needs help.

im off, bye.

2005-11-24T11:43:00.000+08:00

theres a place so dark you cant see the end,

came online and daryl talked to me.
okay, whats the big deal?
I NEVER TALK TO HIM FOR SO LONG.
i miss that guardian angel of mine.

so anws, talked to aaron last night.
yeah, talked about loads of stuff.
then put down the phone at 2.
joel asked me to call him.
unfinished business! lol.
but yea, i called.
and i was asking him how he took care of his sister. and he only got 2 points ? he is not a good brudder. he doesnt, say night night to his sister. and "i love you" and doesnt give her hugs. well, i guess maybe not all siblings are like that. hmms, how fortunate i am. (:

i can say they really care.
and she really cares too.
like joel said, never saw anyone who cares that much.
thats why i looooooooove her so much! (:
to think about it, besides my family, my life aint that bad.
friends are like my everything.

been mentioning this in my blog lately.
and finally its here.
the psle results.
my brother is like freaked.
and im also freaked.
i want him to do really good.
not like chhar's brudder though. (;
her brother's smart.
my brother is very average.
psle results out for joel & justin's brothers too.
wonder how they'll do.

SELF STUDY.
can i tell you im actually getting sick of this?
maybe it worked for the first week.
but after that,
when all the teachers started their nnsn,
i really hate this thing.
the same routine everyday.
its killing me.
its freaking boring lah.
i sit in class, thinking of what im gonna eat for dinner.
disturb my beauty sleep.
the only good thing about it is..
i can spend it with my angel.
i tink i'll be rotting if she wasnt with me.
hahaha! i love angel! (:

went to the library ytd.
borrowed a book.
which i finished reading.
its hazel, not a nut.
about this fat girl.
how she hated how she looked like.
she got teased by a girl, lauren.
lauren is like very pretty and stuff.
hazel couldnt take her teasing.
and blah blah.
lauren came to her house to apologise.
and hazel found out lauren was suffering from bulimia.
and yeah.
ITS DAMN BORING!
i need to get some nice books.
think i'll be going back there after self study.

and my elder bro is damn retarded!
he walked pass me and told me this..
"sawah, let me ask you..
what if life was a doughnut?"
and he never answered it.
HAHAHA! hes damn psycho.
cause hes hungry.
bro : sarah ? sarah?
me : WHAT LAH?
bro : stop talking to me lah.
( hes damn retarded)
bro: can you get out of the house?
me : going soon already.
bro : ohh. where you going?
me : school lah.
bro : aaa.. thats nice
and starts laughing.

HE IS SUPER SPASTIC!
he wasnt angry when he said it.
he talked to me in that retarded voice.

okay.
i think i need to go get ready.
meet my DEAR ANGEL!
whee! bye

2005-11-23T22:47:00.000+08:00

i dont see whats the big fuss.
being protective i guess.
& cause they care.
thats why i love them so much.
he called and ask.
wah, i really nvr do anything.

self study.
owe them 45mins.
cant be bothered.
psle results out tmr.

talking on the phone.
feeling really down.
i dont know why also.
nothing's gonna cheer me up.
maybe cause i cant talk to my akka.
shes gone and only coming back at sunday.
she cheers me up.
but i dont think thats the only reason.
cant figure out the other reason.

in your memory you'll find me
eyes burning up
darkness holding me tightly
until the sun rises up

2005-11-23T11:32:00.000+08:00

ytd night told aaron.
couldnt hide it. lol
kenna one nice lecture from him.
i never hide anything from my flower.
so i just felt like i needed to tell her.
but then i scared. hah
so i made this plan with aaron and stuff.
but then when i was gonna tell her,
joel called.
so the 4 of us were conferencing.
and i couldnt tell her.
so aaron and claire went on private.
he helped me tell her.
she came back to the conference all sad. ):
joel and me put down the phone.
i dno why he did, but i was sad too.
then joel called me to ask what happened.
and another lecture.
hahaha! but his was funnier.
he was telling me all the things im not supposed to know. haha, then he ended the conver by, "why am i even telling you this ?" haha.
yeah, smsed her, said sorry.
then she was okay already.
all hyper and stuff.
BUT RIIIGGGHHHT.
shes leaving me for malaysia.
till sunday ! waaahh.
then she had to go.
so aaron called me.
talk talk, then i was REAL tired ytd.
so i slept.
& today morning i cant get out of bed.
the weather real nice to sleep lah.
just feel like sleeping till dno when.
sighs.
SELF STUDY, im so gonna kill you.
i dno how, but yeah.

guess today's the usual.
jump on the bus my angel's in.
GUARANTEE someone'll sit beside her.
then we'll go dover.
buy PANCAKE and COKE.
then we'll go back to school.
late by 15 minutes.
haha. thats our daily routine.
then during self study, we'll eat.
talk. slack. blah blah.
i need to take my ic today! whee! (:

im gonna watch some TB now.
hahah. rugrats way of saying TV.
RUGRATS IS DAMN CUTE!
okay, i'll be off.
tatas.

2005-11-22T20:55:00.000+08:00

chhar and i were late for self study. so we owe them 30 minutes. sighs, totally sucks leh. miss lim was realy funny. NOT the principal. she watches all the kiddy shows, which is so cute lah.

its wrong .

wheee !
im high!
high high high.
cause.
im not low.
i dno, i just feel happy.

3 more days of dreadful self study.
AHHH !
i did history today though.
but was doinf loads of crazy stuff with chhar.
anyways, im off.
bye!

2005-11-21T21:38:00.000+08:00

im in love with..
wildhorses - alicia keys ft adam levine
hollow years - dream theater
i like the song.
the lyrics are so so lah.
love the voice and the music.
esp for wild horses.
btw, adam levine is the lead singer of maroon 5.

my day was wuite exciting.
my dear angel is the dumbest ass in the world.
she can forget to.. ermms. YEAH!
wahh, damn sick lah! haha.
this is the world wide web,
i shall not say anything (:
self study.
dno how many down, 4 more to go.
plus 15minutes.
ONLY FIFTEEN MINUTES LAH!
c'mon! we do extra 5 mins, they dont count.
we late by 5 minutes count.
damn rubbish.
so anyways, it was in the learn@fairfield today.
wenyao was late too.
then went to queensway after that.
bumped into wenyao again.
yeah, like chhar said.
NO PERSONAL STUFF IN THE TOILET.
& can i say, you were shouting when you said it ?
or maybe, your volume was a lil too loud.
what if the ppl outside heard it ?
you know.. there are holes in the door.
lol. sorry, im mad.

anws, glenn said he went to the restaurant where my brother's working. the brazilian restaurant. moziac or mozaic. haha. and he vandalised neo's face. & hes doing the same to other people's face too. no lifer.

dionel's taggy is alive.
it REPLIED ME!
AHHH! lol.

& chhar, you're EVIL!
okay? EVIL!

bye!

2005-11-21T10:56:00.000+08:00

they're back alrdy, i think.
i owe ben a present, but i havent bought it yet.
i forgot about it.
well anyways.
the weather very nice now.
cause it just rained.

church ytd was okay.
didnt understand what pastor was saying.
then there was this play that they wanted me to act in, but i didnt want to. so i didnt attend practice. & i guess that two were saying stuff about me. like i care. there was song practice, was talking to bennet. he is bust doing nothing. mmms. then after that, went to grans house. family gathering. vikesh went to sleep lah. hahaha! damn funny. & i told melvin i saw him in the bus the other time, but he didnt see me cause he was too busy sleeping. haha, then he told me never to wake him up. haha, i will wake him up man! wheeeeee ! (: my ass sis was there. she go and meet her bf lah. & I SAW HIM! okay lah. can make it. shes damn mad. shes turning 20 next year? or issit this year ? lol. shes old! hahaha. i love my cousins! <333

this week is the last week of self study.
finally lah.
i really cant wait till its all over.
i just want to sleep at home.
and not wake up so early all the time.
i dont owe anymore hours alrdy,
so thats good.
the last session, mdm toh made a huge fuss because i was late for 10 mins.
sheesh.
so anws, taking a bus this time.
ive got a bad headache.
and i need to save money.

my alarm didnt go off.
got a "prank call" from joel at 7.
so i guess i didnt hear the alarm at 930.
woke up at 1045.
clarissa called me at 830.
i didnt pick it up either.
sighhs, so anws.
guess i'll go do my stuff now.

dionel: hey, the gajini song really nice lah. you should go listen. i'll send it to you one day, if you want. SOME tamil songs are nice. not ALL. hahah!

2005-11-20T14:20:00.000+08:00

the gajini song is nice.
haha. tamil song again.

psle results are out on thursday.
so exciting.
wanna see how my bro does.

the conference ytd was damn kuku.
nlevels results coming somewhere in dec.
joel kept saying its so easy.
we'll see.
ohh, and azhar's still in india.
they say when he comes back,
he'll talk in the indian accent.
lol, evil people.
my bollywood star.

going to church.
and mokan's talking to me.
about the other day.
lol. okay bye.

2005-11-19T22:10:00.000+08:00

went to the wedding.
the bride's purrrty.
haha, REAL pretty.

melivn annae was wearing the same colour as me.
haha, then he came to tell me that.
no lifer! (: lol. my cousin lah.
all the same.
saw anand and steven.
wahh, bump into them like a gazillion times ?
& i saw my gang member lah.
aaron. wth was he even doing there ?
lol, the rest didnt go.
cause they're all in malaysia.
talked to susannah also.
both of us were complaining.
whee! (: about the bus.
then talked to vino.
after a long time since i saw her.
we try to not eat during functions.
haha, but we get forced into eating.
ive got new relations! hahah(:
i love to go this kinda functions.
haha, can get to know ppl you're related too.

then next week, is my fav akka's wedding.
shes LEAVING ME! ):
we always celebrated our birthdays tgthr.
even though shes older,
her bday's one day earlier than mine.
so yeah, im the receptionist.
hahaha, honoured. lol

& for my christmas play.
i was asked to play a role of a sister.
no no! i cant talk tamil.
going to church tmr.

was smsing clarissa during the wedding.
we were smsing about him.
then during the wedding, boom. there he was.
lol! its so funny.

anws, i cant wait for another outing.
hopefully they can make it.
& theres a cousins outing too.
yay! cant wait.

2005-11-19T13:37:00.000+08:00

even if we're the good guys or the bad guys, it doesnt matter anymore. cause thats just not the point. & why do even stay in the clique, when its not really a clique. and even if we ever go out together, there are just too many secrets and problems btw each other. i see no point.

read chhar's blog for more info.

ytd night had conference with mokan and clarissa. was chatting with mokan online. it was damn hell retarded. and was playing checkers with bennet. I WON! (: clarissa called me at 8am plus. and talked till 930am. & i went back to sleep, my alarm didnt go off. so, kinda slept for a lil too long. going for a wedding soon. yaay!

clarissa, im sorry.

talked to audrey till 2 plus last night. i love my no.1(: I LOOOOVVVEE HER! but she watches too much harry potter. but i'll act as if i like it for her. <33

angel! Harry Potter, the initials. haha. H____ P____. remind you of something ? I LOVE CHHAR! got really close to her through self study. and im really happy! love you angel! mwaaaaaaah! she gets a lil high and crazy during self study. <3

now its too late to turn it around.

you played.
for your own happiness.
now you lost.
maybe not her.
but me.
guess i just dont mean anything to you ah ?
brudder):

2005-11-18T18:31:00.000+08:00

& everything's back to where it began. my brother told me to suck up to my dad ? as if i have nothing else better to do. i dont suck up. if you hate me, then hate me. stupid dad scolded me AGAIN. im too tired, like i said. ive had enough nonsense at my house. how i wish i just died. seriously, at least i'll be up there with her and God. life would be better, i guess. without me. but yeah, i wont do it. cause i dont dare.

seriously, this is the first time i really ever thought of dying. i just cant take it anymore. i hate my dad! i know i'll regret saying this, but I DONT CARE ANYMORE. I HATE EVERYONE. ):

my mind's just too tired. with all these screwed up problems. dont even know why i try to tolerate that man. ive lost all respect for him. and this is NOT the first time he asked me to leave the house. just because my elder brother sucks up to him (which is freaking deesgusting), doesnt mean i'll do it. IM NOT LIKE THAT. i asked him a simple thing, and he blew his top at me. im a girl lah. can you be nicer to me ? but you're the total opposite. you're a meanie.

why do this tears come at night

i hate this place.
i hate everything now.
screw you.
YOU are every reason i cry.

2005-11-18T11:44:00.000+08:00

im tired.

2005-11-17T23:44:00.000+08:00

closed my blog for 2 days ?
and i reopened it.
with inspiration.
alicia keys is really good.
when she remixes her songs.
REAL NICE.
especially her performance at grammys.
my brudder's obsessed.
was up till 4 last night.
talked to my brudder till 330 plus.
then i sat in bed for 30mins.
before i finally dozed off.

im gonna get married to clarissa after her os.
hahaha!

& so many things have happened.
i dont want to be part of it.
my head ahh.
gonna burst man.
any moment.

self study.
6 more days of torture.
i finished my homework lah!
thats great.
i never do holiday hmwk, till the very last minute.
i managed to finish emaths, phys, geog.
WHEEE! the rest, i dno if have hmwk.

& last night.
they were watching horror movie.
lol. and i was watching CARTOON.
no more horror movies for me.
at least not for the time being.
clarissa and mokan.
i just switched over to see the movie for awhile.
& i saw the blardie ghost face lah.
damn sway. lol.

anws.
my angel's mad.
going to my dad's room now.
tatas.

2005-11-15T11:41:00.000+08:00

stupid stupid thoughts keep coming into me.
really stupid things.
when i think about it now,
its so retarded.
my bro kept scaring me.
but i managed to sleep.
thought about nice things.
& i left chhar hanging.
didnt sms her back. sry ):

& was talking to aaron ytd.
haha. he ah. goodness.
nice fella. told me loads of stuff.
wheeeee! (:
& conference ytd also.
clarissa, joel and aaron.
aaron put down first.
he always sleeps so early.
yeah, then joel was asking us to donate.
donate somethings.
then he was like, "im not forcing you"
haha. crapper.
yeah, then talked to clarissa.
& put down the phone.

whenever i think about that
i get so upset.
why does it even disturb me ?
i really duno.
i dont want it to.

have self study.
need to go get ready for it now.
i so dont want to go.
i want to just stay at home.
im too lazy.
missing out all the afternoon shows.
which are usually the BEST!
self study, you suck.
&i want my daaaddy!

oh, thanks audrey (:

2005-11-14T22:05:00.000+08:00

watched the exorcism of emily rose.
watched with chhar and drey.
cannot watch with them.
one laughs like crazy,
the other was.. haha. psycho.
i mean, im also afraid.
but it was just really insane.
i liked the movie.
watched to know what happened to her.
i like the part when they were doing the exorcism part.
that was really cool.
had dinner at macs.

im feeling down.
why all of a sudden ?
i have no idea.
just sad.
my dad is really nice to me.
he didnt scold me.
i like it, but its wierd.

sometimes i feel like i trusted you too well
sometimes i just feel like screaming at myself
sometimes im in disbelief i didnt know
somehow i need to be alone

not to my dad.
to someone else.
sighs, feeling like shit now.

2005-11-14T11:39:00.000+08:00

i woke up at 940.
saw my brudder in his formal wear.
his gonna work as a waiter.
some place in orchard.
hahaha! (: he looks more decent now.
lol. then i was talking to clarissa.
she called. so yeah.
then i put down the phone at 1030.
and guess what ?
being the pig i am.
i went back to sleep.
hahaha! (:
woke up at 11.
did my stuff.
had our together time ytd.
while watching whose line issit anw.
but joel didnt call.
hahaha. he disturbed clarissa after that.
so my flower is left with like 2 more exams.
& THATS IT! yay! (:

2005-11-13T22:23:00.000+08:00

was talking to abigail online.
haha. cause i saw her nick.
hahaha. i asked her if she was in LOVE.
& she said yeah.
shes in love with children.
then we talked.
she thinks just like me.
oh & she helped me the other time.
i love abigail.

i love linkin park.
i used to like it.
but then i never listened to them.
till that day, my angel let me listen to one of their CDs.
i used to have that CD.
i lost it. oops.
haha, but anyways.
now when i listen to their lyrics.
i love them! (:
really helps.
just like angel says.

i like bsb's lyrics too.
i love AJ! (:
ahhh.. he and his black nails.
so cool lah.
my idol! hehe

have self study tmr.
3 hours! ):
what to do tmr ahh ?
i also dno. sighhs/

& its been long since i talked to them.
wonder how they're doing.
I MISS THEM! ):
nvm, we have plans!
wheee! cant wait.

my posts all boring one.
AND AUDREY`s COMING TO WATCH THE MOVIE WITH US TMR. YAY! we get scared together kay ? and i can scare you over the phone. haha! (: i love torturing you. lol. im evil.
the ring the ring the ring (:

2005-11-13T13:58:00.000+08:00

I <3 BACSTREET BOYS!
okay, i was bored.
and i went to yahoo music.
and saw their music videos and stuff.
i saw thhir last time song.
all i have to give.
then there's this scene when they`ll be dancing.
got different colours, YELLOW, blue green etc.
& guess who was wearing yellow ?
MY FAV! AJ! (: yay!
I LOVE AJ!
/faints.

okay. i dont feel like going to church.
if i dont go.
i'll go do quiet time.
hopefully.
i feel really giddy.
like gonna faint.
see what my dad says.

okay tatas.

2005-11-12T21:31:00.000+08:00

yay!
my hmv aint moving! (:
shes staying! hurray!
haha. im mad!
actually, no ones moving.
its all the same.
so.. no excitement.
must wait till next year.
lalalal! im happy.
cant be happier.

helped clarissa with her play.
sooo kukufied.
he smsed me last night too.
i was sleeping.
that dumb underwear man.
wheeeeeeeeee!
i just feel so happy.
& monday! the movie.

and everything else.

ohh. & its SICK.
sick sick sick.
deesgust me.
goodness i have no comments.
& theres church tmr.
whoopies.

..

2005-11-11T22:27:00.000+08:00

im hungry.
think i'll go get something to eat.
today, i went to school.
met chhar and dhu in dover.
saw dionel too.
went to school for 3hours of self study.
during the break, we were talking to mrs ling.
haha. so funny.
& my dearest chhar.
has been listening to that 4ever song
over and over again.
till my batt went to ONE bar.
that kukumama.
shes one mad fart.

im starting to like linkin park songs again.
youve become a part of me
you'll always be right here
youve become a part of me
you'll always be my fear
i cant seperate myself from what ive done
youve become a part of me
ive let myself become you

tmr maybe going for the thing in the morning.
MAYBE, not too sure yet.
surely my bro dont want one.
but i`ll try.
i want to know!

& the exorcism show.
im so confused.
I WANT TO WATCH,
but at the same time i dont want to.
i want to know the story,
but i hate those freaky scenes.
but since i promised my dear angel, i`ll go.
we`ll be probably watching it on monday.
before self study.

funksoulBRUDDER, take care.

want to change my skin.
its awful.
lalalalala! (:

2005-11-11T12:26:00.000+08:00

its easier to run
replacing the pain with something numb
its so much easier to go
then face all this pain her all alone

im in love with the song.
theres 3 hours of boredom coming my way.
stupid self study.
getting sick and tired of it.
i do NOTHING.
i try to do something, but no.
i end up doing NOTHING.

yeah. im tired.
REAL tired.
all the trips up and down.
haha, but its fun.
saw my cousin ytd.
joker lah.

guess i`ll be gone now.
THREE HOURS! ):

2005-11-09T19:44:00.000+08:00

i love my funksoulBRUDDER.
i love chhar.
i love sindhu.
i love audrey.
i love genny.

conf ytd.
thanks akka.
you rock my world.

2005-11-08T10:43:00.000+08:00

ytd night, conference.
made a new friend.
clarissa's tuition friend, najib.
it was so psycho.
so it was actually, clarissa najib and me. but joel was in the conf. but we didnt say. so he was giving all the bg sounds. LOL! and najib got REAL scared! goodness. so funny lah.then slowly slowly we introduced new ppl, but it was actually no one. it was just joel and clarissa. hahaha! (: we kept saying there was a new person in the conference. all fake lah! then najib was so confused. hahaha. laughed till i cried lah. its was super funny! till 3am.

school ytd.
had ermms.
comb humans.
guys kept singing that stupid lime song.
we sat at the back, the last row in lt.
ooooo. fun! (: hahaha.
then had geog.
jaclyn and joshua are really retarded.
hahha. ss with mr EZAL.
he was hyper too.
haha. he was crazy lah.
after school had self study.
was in chhar's class.
mr ganesan mark attendance.
nothing to worry! lol.
after self study, went to holland.
with chhar, dhu and swee.
ate at bk and went to party with us.
crazy ppl.
swee and her AHEM.
stupid brudder.
her proununciation ahhh.
goodness.
sindhu act all blur.
chhar was laughing like a psycho.
hahaha! 2/3 of the clique(:
always remembered drey and genny!
lol. retarded.

oh. & joel was nice (:
clarissa was mad!
wait, shes always mad.

got school.
1230!
self study):
boo.
cant wait for it to be over.
ive got headache.
losing my sleep.
i need to sleep like my pig self.

2005-11-05T22:15:00.000+08:00

me and swee have plans! (:
we're gonna go to east coast.
build sandcastles.
splash water around.
& make a new clique! hahah.

instead of making me better, you're making me ill. says:
then nvm lah. both us go east coast and have fun!
instead of making me better, you're making me ill. says:
lol.
instead of making me better, you're making me ill. says:
we go build sandcastles.
instead of making me better, you're making me ill. says:
splash water at other ppl.
Vrei sa pleci dar nu ma, nu ma iei!!!!!!!!!!!!!! says:
hahaha sure
instead of making me better, you're making me ill. says:
and make friends at the beach.
Vrei sa pleci dar nu ma, nu ma iei!!!!!!!!!!!!!! says:
hahaha
Vrei sa pleci dar nu ma, nu ma iei!!!!!!!!!!!!!! says:
make new clique
instead of making me better, you're making me ill. says:
haha. yeah
instead of making me better, you're making me ill. says:
new clique WANTED
Vrei sa pleci dar nu ma, nu ma iei!!!!!!!!!!!!!! says:
flyers!!!!!!!!
instead of making me better, you're making me ill. says:
only for hanging out purposes.
instead of making me better, you're making me ill. says:
hahaha! (: lol.
instead of making me better, you're making me ill. says:
get all the oldies.
instead of making me better, you're making me ill. says:
and the small boys and girls.
instead of making me better, you're making me ill. says:
hahahaha(:
Vrei sa pleci dar nu ma, nu ma iei!!!!!!!!!!!!!! says:
hahaha no babies!
instead of making me better, you're making me ill. says:
children under the age of 4 not allowed
instead of making me better, you're making me ill. says:
then must go through audition..
instead of making me better, you're making me ill. says:
hehe. 4 places available.
Vrei sa pleci dar nu ma, nu ma iei!!!!!!!!!!!!!! says:
lol
Vrei sa pleci dar nu ma, nu ma iei!!!!!!!!!!!!!! says:
so COOOL!!!
Vrei sa pleci dar nu ma, nu ma iei!!!!!!!!!!!!!! says:
must make sure one qualifies as hot..
one as bimbotic n one strong one suicidal lol
Vrei sa pleci dar nu ma, nu ma iei!!!!!!!!!!!!!! says:
then we get back the same problem lol
instead of making me better, you're making me ill. says:
hahaha.
instead of making me better, you're making me ill. says:
nooo.. i dont think so.
instead of making me better, you're making me ill. says:
haha. we must make sure they dont cause problem
instead of making me better, you're making me ill. says:
once they are the problem, we kick em out.
Vrei sa pleci dar nu ma, nu ma iei!!!!!!!!!!!!!! says:
wahh make yrself new leaders!!!
instead of making me better, you're making me ill. says:
then audition starts again!
Vrei sa pleci dar nu ma, nu ma iei!!!!!!!!!!!!!! says:
woohoo!!
Vrei sa pleci dar nu ma, nu ma iei!!!!!!!!!!!!!! says:
wahh thats like BO n audition BO n audtion
Vrei sa pleci dar nu ma, nu ma iei!!!!!!!!!!!!!! says:
worst than now
instead of making me better, you're making me ill. says:
hahahah! those ppl are all the fakers lah.
instead of making me better, you're making me ill. says:
we use them to hang out with us..
instead of making me better, you're making me ill. says:
hahaha!(: but we love the REAL ppl BEST.
Vrei sa pleci dar nu ma, nu ma iei!!!!!!!!!!!!!! says:
hahaha FAKERS lol
Vrei sa pleci dar nu ma, nu ma iei!!!!!!!!!!!!!! says:
yeah man

see.. we are so mad.
but i love my brudder!
brudder= swee! (:
brudders for life! yeah.

I LOVE CLARISSA TOO!
shes mad lah.
we called aaron, & conference there.
wahahaha. i love them.
aaron`s plain mad lah.
smoke when talking to me.
4 not enough lah.
want more. crazy shit.

went for a memorial service.
i saw.. i saw.. yepp. i saw (:
hahaha.
my akka and me talked alot.
we're gonna have this capsule thing.
take pictures and bury them.
then 5 years later come and undig it.
haha, kinda cool.
dont you think ?
maybe the clique should do that too.

I LOVE CLARISSA! mad mad mad! (:

love my brudder for life tooo. hahaha

2005-11-05T03:04:00.000+08:00

>everything

school was okay.
went to school for comb humans.
which was in the audi.
real retarded.
so many jokes.
china, our dearest yong DAOOO..hahaha
wahh, laughed till i cried.
mr ow made us do some things.
which were plain stupid.
but teaching us a lesson through it.
after that had self study.
waited for drey`s mum to pass us the hamster.
she came a lil later than expected.
reached class later too.
oh wells, in the same class as my angel now. ((:
kenneth neo ahh.
he used my phone to call jc and ko.
my bill leh.
me and chhar, played with the hamster.
haha, but we did work too.
oh yea, did i mention ?
we got screwed by mrs ling.
ohh, & i kept sneezing.
i was so sick.
passed it to chhar ):
sorry angel, didnt mean to.

im still sneeezing away.
but my fever has gone down.
was 38.3 just now.
but feeling much better now.
just that my nose is killing me. urgh

joel kept calling me.
cause that whole gang was going for some prayer thing. & they didnt know how to go there, so i was helping them total crap! i want that $5 shoe. seems nice. lol. was talking to joel and aaron. you can laugh your heart out when you`re talking to them. its just the way they talk to each other, in the anjadi tamil. wahh! haha(: funny! then joel and me called clarissa. talked. flower`s phone is messed up! dno why. crazy shit lah! lol. o levels on monday. ALL THE BEST! love(:

i just missed call the whole clique! ((:
my idea of ermm..
FUN! (: lol.
okay. dno why im not sleepy yet.
im sick, all the more i should go sleep.
oh yeah, i slept at 10. shucks.
now im not sleepy.
i`ll go lie in my bed and do stuff.
adiyos! (:

2005-11-04T10:26:00.000+08:00

i dont want to be the one to blame/

i love bullying the ppl who have chinese in the morning. seriously saddening. cause they have to wake up extra extra early(: lol. but i, can wake up later. hahahaha.

im in love with coke.
coke coke coke coke coke!
with ice ..

shall update later.
if any kukufied things happens in school.

TMR`s THE WEDDING! (:
yay!

reply to my tags.

audrey, im feeling better now.
thanks, no.1 (:
chhar, nothing to say to the
psychotic angel. hahaha

2005-11-03T14:04:00.000+08:00

/edited

believe me > fortminor ! (:
i guess..
that this is where we've come to
if you dont want to
you dont have to believe me
but i wont be there when you go down
just so you know now
you're on your own now believe me.

mike from linkin park is in this group.
love this song.
go listen.

well been running a fever.
sucks. dad & bro out of the house.
blasting believe me like no ones business.
i have a terrible headache.
self study tmr.
screwed.
yet to finish geog.
joel tried prank calling me and clarissa.
in the morning at 7.
and at around 430.
i didnt pick up both the calls.
cause the phone wasnt with me.
flower was a victim for both pranks.
first one was..erms.
there was a war,
& he asked clarissa to leave the house.
she was like, i sleep first, then i run. LOL!
then the second one was crazy.
haha. LOSER. TOTAL LOSER!
I LOVE CLARISSA! ((:
& chhar! hehe.

2005-11-03T01:06:00.000+08:00

REPLY TO MY PREVIOUS TAG!
HEY BROTHER!(: lol
thats for sweeeeeeeeeeee!

haha.
alright.
so went to school today.
had geog.
mstoh shifted jac and me to the front.
we ran for the seat. lol
we were all the way infront.
which was really wierd.
cause we`re just too used to the back.
haha. was sitting with jc, ong and eugene that row.
talked about people changing class.
and neo cant stop talking about his gf.
MAGGIE MEE.. (:

after that went for lunch.
with dhu, jac and sam.
drey and ilena joined us later.
ate at dover.
there was this old man who kept touching jac.
oh gosh! & the Q was long.
ate, went back to school.
had self study.
the 4 in the clique all kenna seperated lah.
swee almost made it to my class, but shucks.
wahhh. so sway, i tell you.
so boring lah, without my clique):

after that had a talk by miss lim.
oh, & my self study class was a torture.
cause the teachers werent in the class most of the time.
we were left to do our own things.
but the guys in my class, talk non stop.
so anyways, miss lim addressed us.
& she asked one qns,
which no one answered.
DAMN FUNNY(: lol.

OHH! my dear angel and me ran for the 198 bus.
WHOOHOO! its fun.
started running from the traffic light thing.
lol. CHHAR`s one mad fart i tell you.
thats why i love her so much.
haha(:

& sindhu, hope you`re okay.
cheer up okay ?
its hari raya!
have any money, must give me!
mwaah.

AUDREY SIEK, i like your letter. thanks!
FUNKSOUL BROTHER rocks my world!(:
NUDGER, this is DR.SARAH here, NEXT!

clarissa`s crazy.
brightens up my day everytime.
i love you(: haha.

SELEMAT HARI RAYA TO ALL(:

2005-11-02T09:54:00.000+08:00

im sick
im sick
im sick
im sick

went to a funeral ytd.
instead of being sad,
we were having fun in the highway.
my church rocks.
my dad was leading the way,
cause franklin didnt knw the way to the cemetry.
but then we made frank all blur and stuff.
we went behind his car.
haha. was so fun.
played on the highway AGAIN.
with them, AGAIN.
then we tried losing sight of frank.
so we zooomed off.
cause his car, is cannot make it one.
lol. anytime gonna breakdown.
then we went so fast, we passed the coffin van lah.
goshh. we are really mad.
i was okay ytd.
at night, my body screwed me up.
got so sick.
fever kept rising till ermm.
38. something.
now its better, 37.4
gonna meet sindhu so we can go to school.
sighhs. im so dead.
maybe a lil fresh air will do me good.
okay, guess i`ll be gone then.

bye.

2005-10-31T22:35:00.000+08:00

I WANT TO CHANGE MY EMAIL!
im so bored.
i can do anything.
clarissa`s always cheering me up.
stupid lame jokes.
shes at serangoon.
haha. celebrating deepavali! lol.
okay, inside joke.

anyways.
in the morning met sindhu (:
she gave me hitler.
hitler`s a sleepy lazy thing.
but she`s playing now.
lazed around the house.
till like 6 plus ?
then i followed my dad and younger bro cause they wanted to cut hair.
& i ended up cutting mine too.
whooopies.
bored lah, really nothing to do.
im just waiting for the wedding this sat.
hehehe (: quite exciting. lol
ohh, went to my grandma`s house.
saw my beloved ass sis.
shes gonna go party.
lucky ass.
IM SO BORED AT HOME.
GONNA DIE ANY MOMENT.
my brother`s another lucky ass.
hes at town now ? ):
sindhu`s also out for dinner, i suppose.

OOO.
but something bad happened.
one of my church member`s mum passed away ):
this morning.
very very sad.
saw my church member ytd
after such a long time.
shes those real hyper and funny one.
was laughing away with her.
she laugh very cute also. lol
but ermm. such a tragic thing happened.
poor thing. ):

self study is starting on wednesday.
nightmare begins.
planning to finish all homework by nov.
then study and relax a lil during dec.
i mean, how much can one torture themselves? (:

okay, im not gonna change my email.
& AUDREY!, my no.1!
did you close down your blog ?
how dare you?
chhar! missionary`s cool.
can travel to different places lah.
and you`re doing a good deed on the way.
cool what ? (:
sindhu! must be enjoying yourself now right ?
not fair! lol
swee! haha. my brother.
yoooo.. wassuuuuuuup. lol
genny! oooo.. you make new friends ahh.

im just plain mad!
i love talking to myself.
you should try it.
its fun! (:

bye farts! (:

2005-10-31T00:26:00.000+08:00

dno why,

all of a sudden.
im starting to think about my life.
about what the hell im gonna do in life.
looking for options.
searching for inspirations.
finding for the answer.
my sis helped me out.
shes really nice.
& abigail gave me an option.
but after getting to knw about it.
oh no way!
i aint looking at blood,
nor am i gonna handle dead corpse.
no please, jesus christ.
teacher ?
nahh. wanted to be that ever since.
like what ?
k2 ? lol.

well, i have an option in mind.
but i need to knw more about it.
im gonna find my aunt,
and ask her all about it.
torture her with questions (:
life. oh please, kill me.

14 seconds.
sighs ):
next weeek, another wedding.
oh no.
going to go crazy.

feel so hopeless now.
its 1233am now ?
aiyoo. shit lah, im so mad.
think about the stupidest things now.

me and neo are gonna be business partners.
he`ll run the underwear company.
& i`ll run the bra and panties company.
we`ll work together. yup
anyone wanna join us ? lol

OHHH! MAYBE I SHOULD BE A MISSIONARY.
am i like talking to myself ?
shit, madness.

bye!

2005-10-30T14:34:00.000+08:00

I LOVE AUDREY!
I LOVE CHHAR!
I LOVE GENNY!
I LOVE SINDHU!
I LOVE SWEE!
but most of all i love,
HITLER! (:

I LOVE THE M&M CLIQUE!

haha. nothing to type lah.
thats why. hahahaha.
well going to church.
after that theres a wedding.
so must get all dressed up.
gave my favouritest suit to carissa!
she needed it for deepavali.
haha! (: WEDDING after wedding.
november = wedding month

its still october.
ANYWAY!
maybe can get to see SOME people.
whoopieeees!
im totally mad.
but yknw whose madder ?
i dno who. maybe you ?

i love this one song.
go listen okay ?
the rockafella skunk
>fatboyslim

check it out now,
the funk soul brother
right about now
THE FUNK SOUL BROTHER!(:

bye !

2005-10-29T22:14:00.000+08:00

wenyao introduced me to this real cool speech thing. haha. entertaining myself with it. haha. & chhar, my angel`s REAL crazy. sindhu`s so nice ! (: shes gonna give me hitler on monday! HITLER`s MINE. have church tmr.

& im pissed.

2005-10-29T19:13:00.000+08:00

I SLEPT FOR 12 HOURS!
slept at 330am.
and woke up at 330pm!
IM A PIG LAH.
gosh.
had missed calls and messages.
didnt reply to any.
oops! except to audrey!(:

im bored at home.
self study starting next week.
so just a lil more days of freedom.
november is gonna suck.
looking forward to hitler.
thats the only thing im looking forward to.
ohh. & theres 2 weddings in nov.
both my favourite akkas! (:

last night conference was playing truth and ~~dare~~. okay, cant play dare over the phone. but it was fun. okay, nothing much. not in the blogging mood nowadays. im hungry! REAL hungry.

bye farts!

2005-10-27T19:08:00.000+08:00

THE M&MS CLIQUE HAS A MASCOT.
name yet to be decided.
sindhu bought a hamster.
m&ms will take turns to bring it back home.
its so super duper cute can ?
I LOVE IT.
oh, ITS a HER !
had thanksgiving in the hall.
the guys were really mad.
so hyper lah.
then went to jp with chhar, dhu and swee.
had loads of fun with them. (:
PLAYED WITH MR. CUTIE PIE ALOT.
we gave so many ideas for the names,
REAL RETARDED ONES.
when i was coming back home,
i say joshua in a taxi.
haha! (: with dno who.

came home, SLEPT.
realy tired.
gonna EAT now.
tatas! (:
I <3 THE MASCOT!

2005-10-26T20:43:00.000+08:00

>these tears are real

ever had an incident when someone you loved said a word that hurt you REAL bad. ive had loads of fights in my life ( hah! ) but words are real hurting. call me f*cker, i wont feel hurt. and the one you said was REAL hurting. i mean, you`ve said it a lot of times. but that was just all for fun. this time when you said it, you meant it. and i know you did, just before you walked out the door. it may not seem like sucha big thing, but well.. it is, and it sucks. whatever, if im sucha pain and a big grudge to bear, just tell it to my face. so i wont disturb you anymore. thats how its gonna be in this house. from now onwards. im gonna mind my own business, and you can mind your business. if thats how you want it.

even when you slammed that door behind you and shouted at you to not come back home again, i duno why i went to my room to pray and ask you to come back. even though tears came, i prayed. casue you`ve done it before and i dont want you to even think about doing it again. i can not like you, but still pray for you. you just dno what goes on in my room. you think i dont care about anything, you just dno a single SHIT that im going through in my life. yeah, you have your problems and i have mine. so just leave me alone. dont add to my misery.

went to school for MTP.
uck, hate her.
change her, please ?

/its days like these i wanna run and hide

2005-10-23T20:51:00.000+08:00

THE END OF THE WORLD IS COMING!
REPENT!
seriously, repent.
sighhers.
see how many earthquakes and stuff are happening?
all signs in the bible.
im really freaked out.
cause ytd night,
clarissa told me something like this too.
and now, my bro.
wahhh.. its really gonna happen.
its freaking me out.

there was this man who predicted that there was gonna be a tsunami. but they threw him in jail. and it really did happen. and he predicted the earthquake in pakistan too. that happened too. so they ( i dno who) asked him whats gonna happen next. and you know what he said?!
A EARTHQUAKE BETWEEN SINGAPORE AND MALAYSIA!
scary leh.
but this may just be like some evil spirit talking or something.
i mean, we1ll never know.
yeah, like mentioned above..
the earthquakes that are all happening.
really like signs.
but GOD has his plan.
and we should just be happy and wait for him.
okay, this is soo religiousy.
but its worrying me.
so just felt like telling the WORLD. lol

REPENT and CHANGE!
cause we dont knw when the world`s ending.
sighs. SCARY THOUGHTS eh.

GENNY! my dear nudger is going for her obs tmr. and shes packing now ? i think.. all the best, pulau ubin one is so much worseR compared to sabah (:

church today.
had conference meeting.
yeah, there were balloons!
franklin thought the flower balloon was a hammer ?
church was so fun! (:
saw deeesgusting thing in ben`s wallets.
triple eww.. eww eww eww ! (:
and shamini asked me,
"how was your results ?"
i said, "very funny!"
what kinda answer is that?!

and ytd conference at night, crappy.
"dei and da" ing around (:
genny you stinko!
its not funny okay?
BAD HAPPY HOUR!
VERY BAD HAPPY HOUR!
stupiii.... (:

bye farts!

2005-10-22T15:53:00.000+08:00

supposed to go out.
but didnt.
so im stuck at home with nothing to do.
theres a PARTAYYE at mrs ling`s house on thursday. shes really cute lah. on thursday was the funniest! (: she told us that she has 2 maids. then neo cracked all the retarded any jokes. cannot say here. lol. then we were like, " we take a cab there, you pay for us okay ?" and "we order pizza you pay okay ? " then she laughed, like always. she drew a map on the board, so we would know where her house is. then she made such a fuss just because she cleaned the dishes the night before. so cute. she made so many jokes, the class laughed like crazy. then on friday, we watched a movie. some final fantasy thing. all the CARTOON monsters started appearing from nowhere, and her reaction was, "eeee." haha! (: the whole class laughed.

haha. ytd school was okay.
redcross was slack.
well, it was okay lah.
saw my brudder and letitia and some other fella.
they came to sch to practice for their chapel.
yepp.
and stupid underwear man.
dno whats his problem.
sighhERs.
clarissa was upset. ):
i slept real early ytd.
slept at .. 1 ?
redcross worned me out.
okay, theres nothing to do now.
rotting away at home.
blasting music.
HEADACHE.

/tatas

2005-10-20T20:08:00.000+08:00

today was screwed up.
at least in the morning it was.
sec threes were asked to remain at the parade square. we got a lil reality check by our principal. our batch has the worst results, in 5 years. but the teachers say we can make it, just that we dont have self-discipline and all that.

amaths was worse. miss yeo made those who got F9 for eoys stand up. val and i sat down cause we wanted to drop amaths. 4 girls in amaths today. miss yeo was on the verge of crying. miss yeo asked val not to drop amaths. sighhs.

chemistry cheered me up. mrs ling is super cute lah. shes letting us watch movie tmr. theres a party at her house(: she was telling about the courses in JC and poly. i so wanna go to poly now lah. no need AMATHS. break that stupid chain! yay!

retarded. anws, was geog. blah blah.
JOSHUA, IM SO GONNA KILL YOU.

free period.
sat with jarina and natasha! (:
they were hell funny.
jarina is a mad fart lah.
first, she examined my wallet.
then my keys.
then my diary.
then my pencil case.
then my bag.
have alot of comments righht ?
and natasha is super funny too. lol(:

fairfied forum.
sec 3s plus 4G and H.
miss lim gave us yet another reality check.
the results are REALLY bad.
heard alot of stuff about retaining.
3 A B C. wahh.
seriously sucks lah.
sec three life is a killer.

went with chhar to JP.
talked alot.
i love that angel.
haha! (:
went to have lunch at macs.
went to the library.
and went back home.

dad`s buying me apple pie.
sighhs.
all this dad problems,
i think..
im gonna FORGIVE AND FORGET.
and i mean it this time.
i love my dad no matter what.
hes the only one i have.
i can be angry with him for my whole life.
but who will be there when everyone leaves me?
my family,
my dad.

learnt that through my aunt.
she loves giving me advices.

CLARISSA better be studying for her olevels.
and joel`s sick.
that poor dude.
must be because he is keeping THAT promise.
aaron the RETARD.
CLARISSA the bigger RETARD.

bye farts!